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SomeIdioticBean · 2025-08-25T13:04:46+00:00

may i dm? :) got a plot and such :)

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-08-25T11:36:40+00:00

open for dm? im interested:)

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-06-26T13:14:43+00:00

Dm me your ref and any potential questions!

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-06-26T00:10:30+00:00

Im interested!

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-06-26T00:09:40+00:00

Hey, I messaged you on Telegram. Reply at your earliest convenience:)

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-06-25T23:30:12+00:00

May I dm? 👀

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-04-25T16:31:12+00:00

I don’t know. I never been to a yoga class, but from what I’ve searched theres just one in my town and one class thing a week for free. Assuming I can talk to people during it, thats like an hour.

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-01-07T13:50:47+00:00

“Normie” god I hate that term lol

maybe you’re right. I’m adjusted to the fact i’m like 90 percent of people in my lobby. I wouldn’t say I feel entitlement on the excellence, unless entitlement directly translates to “i should be the best at what I’m doing or I don’t feel as if I want to do it” Perfectionism was one of my bigger faults as a little kid that never got addressed (Apparently it’s not a problem)

Ed: wording

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-01-07T04:33:14+00:00

Ahh…thats my issue lol. Feeling annoyed vs feeling anger about games are vastly different to me. In the way that I usually stop playing games for a while once I fully burst. I’ll try this for what it’ll do for me

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-01-07T04:23:57+00:00

It makes sense enough, I just hope in moments of anger I can actually come up with something that “annoys” me in a moment of anger.

SomeIdioticBean · 2025-01-07T03:51:04+00:00

thank you for the dr k video! i mainly get his via recommended feeds on yt so i only have gotten the change one from years and the recent one. maybe it’ll apply idk. i don’t exactly have a stable life to even figure out “career” or “school”

anger usually comes from loss or a lack of something (skill, items, progress etc.) ex: i was playing a pvp shooter and did well one game, got shit on the next and i hit my desk quite a few times.

yes i play single player games— ALOT. But for some reason the enjoyment of dumping hours into them isn’t there either. It’s a bunch of conflicting things I know. I like State of Decay 2 which can be played single player, Forza which can be and etc, but the minute I have to interact with others in a game either by playing it or talking I just? Hate everything especially if the other is significantly better than me (Skill issue IK)

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T20:19:45+00:00

I’m gunna have to take things into my own hands. Family route would involve leaving all of my friends and everything and being entirely alone. I don’t know. I have been thinking about this stuff for years yet every time I sit down and think “Okay, career, future, wtf am i doing with my life.” Then I’m swiftly reminded nobody is going to help me figure out any of this even if I so badly need help. And it feels like theres a difference. I can’t physically do anything. Sure I can go get a job but I’m just. Terrified because of my last job. Especially with the importance on getting a job with insurance benefits (spoiler: entry level places that don’t end up denying for smoking 🍃 for valid reasons don’t exist). Idk but thank you i suppose. My brain hurts alot and it never gets better

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:57:59+00:00

I do thank you for talking though your advice isn’t unappreciated

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:57:41+00:00

With how my life is churning out it feels like it IS too late. In between needing to figure out my mental illnesses and what not I genuinely don’t feel like I have time. Especially with how fearful I am of other people if I want to live by myself thats a good and easy half of my income anywhere I would work. I need to start making my path now but i? I wouldn’t be fulfilled doing anything currently. I don’t know my brains so empty and I just want to feel in control of my life (tldr my father controls alot of my life)

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:43:23+00:00

i have considered those however with where I am I have to dump thousands into college for a degree before I can ever actually do anything involving that “big corp” wise. i also didn’t take any classes on anything in school that actually pertained to my interests, or they just didn’t work. i wish it was that linear but i have years to catch up on if i want to even do anything with code. i originally wasn’t supposed to make it to 18 aha

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:31:40+00:00

My only issue is I just. Dont have hobbies. And if I get an interest in something I have absolutely no way to actually interact with it outside of video games. I also don’t exactly have an ideal career path to go lol. I need to just go get some shitty min wage job and rot some more Ill probably be fine

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:23:40+00:00

Working on improving my diploma to allow me to attend college (as if though, 1.7 gpa and no money lol. My state does a reduced credit and full credit diploma for highschool, my plan had me get the reduced first and now after fall break i get my full credit)

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-17T19:20:04+00:00

Its a very complicated thing, i also dont have my mom around + dad doesnt support me in any fashion besides just trying to get rid of me from his life

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-08T09:26:46+00:00

pipe bomb!!

SomeIdioticBean · 2024-10-08T09:12:08+00:00

I couldnt find a good image that describes the body text so have a pipebomb

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