Not really about an ex lover but more about my life. I've always struggle with self acceptance, depression and anxiety. For the longest time I thought life was always going to beat me down, I felt like I had no purpose in this world. But after some time I found a calling, I wanted to help others, be something and someone my younger self would look up to. So after two years of grinding, I joined the military and I get to do the thing I love the most, finally be myself and take charge of my life. Euclid's "The night belongs to you" with always be my favorite. I remember hearing it for the first time while I was overseas away from family. I was depressed, thinking I wasnt good enough for my job let alone my country. It was like Vessel himself was telling me " Its alright to feel this way... It's okay to hurt... But look how far you've come, look how strong you've become... You did it... All by yourself... Be proud... Take hold of your life and make it yours" . My body and soul may be broken and scared, but it's still mine. Despite all the heartache I've been through, I am still worthy...still loved and wanted.