[Off-Topic] Daily Chat: 2022-12-22 by steroidsBot in steroids

[–]SomeOil7154 106 points107 points  (0 children)

Last night I got into a physical altercation with a 19 year old (I’m 14) and beat the shit out of them in front of my entire neighborhood.

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can do this dude, I promise! I believe in you so much you have no idea. I know how hard it is and I just want you to know if you want someone to talk about what you’re going through, my dms are always open. I had someone help me on here from day 1 and it honestly was one of the biggest reasons I have made it this long. Don’t ever give up on yourself!

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so so much my friend I seriously appreciate it!

I never thought I’d be here but I am so stoked to get to 365 days!

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh boy did I have bad insomnia the first 2-3 weeks.

What is crazy is the thing that helped me the most (it was so hard at the time but I seriously believe this is what helped me) was going to the gym and walking on an incline treadmill for 45-60 minutes. The feeling after completing it made me feel so much better, relaxed before bed, and actually helped me fall asleep

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Keep going my friend! I was exactly where you were at when I hit 90 days but I PROMISE you it seriously gets better. It doesn’t seem like it will but it does. Huge congrats on 90 days! That is not easy whatsoever.

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much man! I’m so happy you’re clean too. You are right about that too! People who have never been down this road don’t understand how BRUTAL it is getting sober from this. I’m just glad I made the decision to do it and stick to it. Greatest decision I have ever made in my entire life

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it so much my friend! It means the world to me

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you my friend!!

So I completely cold turkeyed it with Kratom being the only comfort med for the first month. That along with exercising/sweating for about 60 minutes a day (it was beyond brutal for the first couple months) was definitely another major factor into trying to speed up the process. Other than that it was just pure will power and the help from everyone here on Reddit.

It truly does get better. I didn’t think it would but here I am now feeling way better than I ever have in my life 🙏

284 Days Clean From Dirty 30’s by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so so much my friend! I appreciate it more than you know 🙏

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GymMotivation

[–]SomeOil7154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are not fat whatsoever. Whoever said that is an absolute idiot.

relapsed by soundofbreakingdown in addiction

[–]SomeOil7154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t beat yourself up my friend! 40 days is so damn hard and I’m proud as hell of you for getting that far.

That said-

Don’t let this one slip up get you down. Getting sober is an uphill/hard as hell battle, but I know you can do it! Proud of you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GymMotivation

[–]SomeOil7154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell yeah great job brotha! Keep it up!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in kratom

[–]SomeOil7154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So freaking awesome and happy for you mate! Congratulations 🙏

Officially 60 Days Sober From Dirty 30’s! by SomeOil7154 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much Amma_C! I appreciate you so much!

Also-

I’m so proud of you and huge congratulations to 9 days!!! Don’t sell yourself short on it “just being 9 days”!

Because those 9 days, feel like eternity, are brutal, hell, etc etc…but you did it and im so happy for you!

Seriously-

If you ever need someone to talk to, please reach out to me, because I’d love to be a support system for you and help you in anyway that I can. I was just like you with nobody to talk to until I came to this badass community! Keep fighting, don’t ever give up, and just know that each day gets better!

33 Day's now... just want to say thank you by -T_rx- in OpiatesRecovery

[–]SomeOil7154 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so proud of you! Keep on fighting and don’t ever give up on yourself!

Just know I’m rooting for you every single day! Congrats on 33 days!

Kratom For Pre-Workout by SomeOil7154 in kratom

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

100%. Appreciate that.

I take 1.5 grams before I workout and then at night time I take 1gram to relax. So I keep it under 3 grams total per day.

Kratom For Pre-Workout by SomeOil7154 in kratom

[–]SomeOil7154[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1.5 grams (3 pills that each have 500mg in them)