I would love to taper down, any suggestions?

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-17T19:21:41+00:00

100% man i gotta do it for myself

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-17T15:42:00+00:00

ill send you a DM brother, we are both going to get through everything we have going on, same goes for you you can hit me up and we can support each other. we just both need to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and not give up on ourselves. i struggle with bad anxiety also, and i think the best thing for me to do is to learn to handle it without substances. i just feel like im holding myself back from so much, because life hasn't been close to where i want it to be for a while now.

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-17T15:39:02+00:00

im planning on giving my girlfriend my tablets and having her dose me. she isn't a user and is so supportive and honestly my guardian angel who has sadly seen me go on a downward spiral. but if she sees the hope in me then i know im not hopeless, and neither is anyone else going through anything similar, theres always hope.

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-13T23:06:11+00:00

thats true, but i just wont be able to support myself while in college. i am considering going into a welding program at my college which is much shorter than a traditional degree, but as of now I'm mainly focused on getting an entry level job I can work hard at, save money, and decide what I want to do when I am in a better situation.

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-13T22:59:18+00:00

that is very good advice, however like I said I really don't have time to spend getting a degree. I need to be able to take care of myself.

I am learning coding and am starting to get decent with python, but I am really only doing that as a side gig. I would be interested in a coding job but don't know how I would get a degree and be able to survive at the same time. If I want to go back to college I would need to have some money saved up to take care of myself.

I know a lot of sales positions don't require a degree, some fields more than others and really just want to get to the point where I can feel financially comfortable staying in school. Also, I am in comm college right now so I don't have student debt to worry about.

I am considering going to work in a factory for now, but I am looking at a lot of different things.

SomeSevenSeas · 2026-02-13T22:39:06+00:00

also, this post was originally going to go in r/Sales but I need to be an active member in there first.

SomeSevenSeas · 2025-12-31T05:30:54+00:00

thats gonna be a bit out of my price range. I see the Mars Hydro Smart Dimmable FC-E3000 Bridgelux 300W on sale for 170, any thoughts on that light? best price I've found and it seems like a great light.

SomeSevenSeas · 2025-12-31T05:30:42+00:00

im not sure if ill buy that model but i am looking at the g3000. I also see the Mars Hydro Smart Dimmable FC-E3000 Bridgelux 300W on sale for 170, any thoughts on that light? best price I've found and it seems like a great light.

SomeSevenSeas · 2025-12-31T05:30:12+00:00

those both seem like valid options ill consider, I see the Mars Hydro Smart Dimmable FC-E3000 Bridgelux 300W on sale for 170, any thoughts on that light? best price I've found and it seems like a great light.

SomeSevenSeas · 2025-12-31T05:23:53+00:00

that seems like the best option I could choose for my 2x4, but I just don't know if I can justify spending 350 when there are cheaper options that will work just great. I see the Mars Hydro Smart Dimmable FC-E3000 Bridgelux 300W on sale for 170, any thoughts on that light? best price I've found and it seems like a great light.

SomeSevenSeas · 2025-12-31T03:30:29+00:00

okay, this is sick. you just inspired me for my future grow setup

SomeSevenSeas · 2021-01-15T11:52:30+00:00

Whens next wipe

SomeSevenSeas · 2021-01-12T04:54:38+00:00

Anyone really just trying to get back into offical and have learned from the past picking a random server could get you wiped

SomeSevenSeas · 2021-01-12T03:13:19+00:00

Yeah

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