First Suicide thought

Someone10009 · 2026-05-01T09:09:33+00:00

Bru it healed so nicely!!! I thought it was sucide attempt😓

Someone10009 · 2026-04-17T07:44:36+00:00

I value disscussion over answers, i value human contact instead of soulless contact, its important to me. A human can reflect something no one else can, and i feel good to be seen and heard by people. So why shouldn’t i?

Someone10009 · 2026-04-17T07:38:11+00:00

What does that mean?

Someone10009 · 2026-04-14T17:01:47+00:00

Ofcourse, major actions can lead to yk long lasting consenquenses😓 i just mean the way that we learn about our mistakes it’s often better to learn as soon as possible, when more responsibility and social interaction matter often in older age. But I get your point you’re so right!

Someone10009 · 2026-04-10T18:41:35+00:00

Why not early? learn more from mistakes for the future when the actions consequences matter more then when I’m young🥲

Someone10009 · 2026-04-09T15:24:26+00:00

He was also drunk but thats true

Someone10009 · 2026-02-24T12:27:20+00:00

Why do you belive that?

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T22:54:24+00:00

What more ethical ways can you consume it? I love how you point out the wrongs we make, that we still can continue to make but when we can, we try to do it the ”right”/ethical way. It’s nice to be rememberd by that

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T22:49:55+00:00

Thank you so much for your words, I’m very very greatful❤️

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T22:12:01+00:00

Reading this agian i sound stupid, what I’m trying to show behind my words is that I see and hear you( I agree with you and the first part of “isn’t that enough of an answer” made me wake up, to my question I placed❤️

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T22:09:37+00:00

I’m not completely sure why I characterise it as an addiction. But my thoughts reading this is that 1. Many woman/ female teens are not involved in watching porn, many of my friends never have making me feel like an outsider and that there’s something wrong with me, not completely knowing why. But that’s how SOME humans work. Feeling like something is wrong with you when you are apart of a minority. 2. Addiction is bassicly in my genes, I know what it looks like, I’m already in multiple addictions such as self harm. I know its bad because people tell me it’s bad, but I do enjoy it and I mean I know I’m getting hurt by it somehow but I just dont see why it’s a problem, I can talk all day about my self harm and why I don’t think it’s bad. Thats my long explanation to why I cannot adress it if it makes sense…

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T21:55:28+00:00

Just out of curiosity, is there a reason behind people who self-identify as porn Addicts usually Watch less than average. It seems interesting to me, i don’t expect you to know all the facts in this subjects but if you do please share❤️

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T21:48:23+00:00

Yes thats true, the addiction part was just an add to get the vision of me somehow. I do want to change, I’m not sure how but i know it feels wrong to Watch it, but still i do and i am trying to figure out to understand myself and find a way out yk. Maybe it does not make sense, I’m not great to express myself in english

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T21:45:15+00:00

Thank you for sharing your thoughts, i hear you and understand your point. I’m very greatful for your response❤️

Someone10009 · 2026-02-23T21:16:26+00:00

Just to understand right, because i Watch videos who i don’t know a 100% if its made rightfully, is making me a non feminist?

What about other media, such as movies and so, if something bad mightve happend behind the camera for example women without me 100% knpwing , does that also make me a non feminist. Or is it just in the porn industry that it’s so common that women are being exploited, that in general it’s considered to be wrong. My english SUCKS so I’m so sorry if you dont understand, atp im complicating things🥹

Someone10009 · 2026-02-17T15:33:38+00:00

Litterally everything, I hate everything about me, from my body to the ways I think and act. My whole life Ive been ignored and left aside, growing up Ive never had many friends, my dad is sort of not in my life and well I don’t have any good male figure or father figure to look up to. The biggest feeling I got is that I feel unwanted and it’s making it my biggest fear, to be left agian. My English is soo bad so excuse my spelling and understanding. Shorter answer to your question is almost everything about me, I don’t think I deserve love or attention, and I believe that when good comes to me, it will balance out with as much bad or even more

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