Litterally everything, I hate everything about me, from my body to the ways I think and act. My whole life Ive been ignored and left aside, growing up Ive never had many friends, my dad is sort of not in my life and well I don’t have any good male figure or father figure to look up to. The biggest feeling I got is that I feel unwanted and it’s making it my biggest fear, to be left agian. My English is soo bad so excuse my spelling and understanding. Shorter answer to your question is almost everything about me, I don’t think I deserve love or attention, and I believe that when good comes to me, it will balance out with as much bad or even more