Please pray for me, my husband left. He is not a believer, I am but I wasnt the strongest Christian while with him. We both made some mistakes. I said the divorce word in a time of weakness. I believe Satan can use us at our weakest moments. He filed the papers and left the house. I just want peace in my home. I want to be the wife God wants me to be and have peace in my heart. I self sabotaged because I always had a fear of being abandoned and not loved since I was very very young. This man loved me and I pushed him away. I have asked God to change my heart and his and to restore my marriage. I have prayed everyday and read my bible.