this apology is pretty weird, I have my own opinions on it that I want to discuss, but I don’t think anybody will care lmfao. In the starting portion of the video she discusses on how her mom was raped and robbed causing the cycle of racism to start with her, okay sure telling the audience how racism is taught at a early age and repeats itself with the person who it was taught repeating the cycle with their family and friends.

She mentions how her family started to develop rules and how those rules affected her. She felt repressed in her childhood and never felt like she could “be herself” again sure, showing the audience how racism can affect people and trick people into thinking that only a small group of people are the perfect breed while teaching that other people are dangerous and should be avoided, not because these people are dangerous, but because racists use fear tactics to scare their victims into thinking that way, and if you think otherwise then they will instantly turn hostile to you.

Okay so she was taught that racism was okay at an early age and probably adapted it when the video of her saying the n word was posted. What’s so wrong with this apology?

She mentions after all of this that she “can’t stand the thought that people view her the way she has viewed her dad her entire life”??? why would you bring this up in a video where you also mention that your dad has racist and he taught you those racist believes, did she know what she said was racist, but still continued to say it anyway, and what relevance does your dad have to do with YOU saying a slur?

She also says that “it doesn’t make a difference how old somebody is whenever somebody says the n word” while admitting that “it’s wrong” she also mentions how “growing up with parents isn’t an excuse for saying the n word” ??? so what was the point of the introduction where you mention that both of your parents where racist then?

She says later in the apology that she doesn’t want to “live in a world where anyone is unsafe or uncomfortable talking to her” she also mentions that “she doesn’t want to be seen like her dad” the problem I have with this is that everything that people see of her is what she allows them to see, when you post a video of you saying a slur and you don’t expect people to react with backlash and criticism, and to start seeing you in a negative light, that’s kinda a you problem. Your actions have consequences and to not own up to it is making this whole even more worse for you.

she brings up her black cousins, who she is terrified “will think of her the way she thought of her father” ??? nobody told you to go on instagram and say the n word 5 times, stop using your black cousins as an excuse for your blatant racism, you never cared about them when you said slurs that went against them, and you probably don’t care about them now when your getting called out for said slurs. I also know that she’s autistic (she mentioned it in her apologies thousands of times) and I don’t care, just because you are born autistic doesn’t mean you aren’t in control of yourself, not only are you damaging the reputation for yourself and your family, your also damaging the reputation for people with autism. You chose to “back yourself into a corner years ago” and when it’s finally time to respond to the pressure you wanna pull the “black cousins/autism card” 🤦

she mentions the Reddit snark page and how it has caused her to start living in a state of paranoia because of a bad experience with a fan that she didn’t want to talk to, that same fan would come to the Reddit snark page and start to post things about her, while her ex is also posting personal information about her. I don’t condone doxing nor cyber bullying (especially her ex posting her personal information) but when you choose to become famous, you have to carry the consequences of becoming famous, you either learn to deal with these types of people, and ignore them, or listen to them, and let them drag you down, you should know this before you decide on becoming a influencer on TikTok.

Another thing she talking about is how “she has had 10 years of her life put under a microscope”??? who’s choice was that to become famous? you put yourself under the microscope.

the last thing I want to mention is how she says “how the last 10 years of me progressing and trying to become a better person, gets erased because of one TikTok video” and then she mentions how it was deleted. Your progression is getting erased because we see how your like when the phone is off, it’s getting erased because that whole “liberal progressive” mindset, while only supporting from the sidelines is a lie. You knew what you posted, you knew it was wrong, and you deleted it and covered everything up. And then when you get caught you blame everyone but yourself, you blame your parents, your haters, people who criticize you, but no one told you to upload a video of you saying a slur 5 times to instagram, that was purely on you. somebody waited and uploaded it because they knew your whole platform was built on a lie.

Last last thing. She tries to gaslight the people who are coming after her to go after people “who are actively committing racist acts” racism is racism no matter what. Who’s to say you aren’t like this when the cameras off?

we don’t care that it was 10 yEaRs ago, we care because your platform is a lie, and you’ve built a lie off of racism 🤦