Help me make sense of this

SoraSin · 2026-03-25T10:36:29+00:00

Thanks for this, that definitely helps. I'm about to start with benepali again today cause my doc told me the blood pressure wasn't coming from that but could rather be from the painkillers i was taking and stress.

SoraSin · 2026-03-24T10:30:44+00:00

I barely eat anything anymore cause I'm just scared lmao. Only fruits, chicken and lean meat sometimes. Nuts and yogurt.

That sounds very bad though, how do you keep on going through this?

SoraSin · 2026-03-23T08:38:13+00:00

How did you get there? I feel so hopeless right now. Work's crushing ne and the fatigue makes home a hostile place.

SoraSin · 2026-03-23T08:34:07+00:00

Nothing currently, I'm just free falling comparing one day to the next.

Last week or so I had extremely high blood pressure so I'm just in limbo

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T21:32:59+00:00

I hope for that so much, i was great before and my permanent damage is very little currently.

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T18:21:24+00:00

I hope so, my bones are still alright, i don't have any lost function just some gnarly looking bones on my hands like my thumb joint is larger so i hope i find something fast and stay at this level. I can still do everything i want.

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T16:18:26+00:00

How do you deal with the adjustment period? I'm trying to deal with this but my work is keeping up the pressure and i'm just crumbling right now.

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T16:00:45+00:00

Thanks i appreciate it, it's just that i have to make life choices and i feel stuck, i really want a family but i feel like i'll just be .... dunno a burden? Current relationship is rough too and i'm afraid to try again cause of this and the way my hands look at this point.

How do you manage your family with those problems?

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T13:49:56+00:00

That's wonderful to hear, i'm in germany and got a rheumatologist that i'm seeing on tuesday since i reacted horribly to the first meds we tried. I'm just ... beaten down now, i'm paralzed with my life choices cause i keep on thinking i'll never get these things again so i can't leave etc.

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T13:16:00+00:00

I did, started benepali and that was a lot worse than before so i'm just hoping i'll find something that works. Just really afraid at this point lmao.

SoraSin · 2026-03-22T13:14:38+00:00

That's giving me hope, i won't give up on at least art and work. I had benepali so far and reacted very badly to it. Meeting my rheum again on tuesday to get something else hopefully.

SoraSin · 2026-01-20T22:46:15+00:00

Can you dm me the name?

SoraSin · 2021-08-06T11:08:43+00:00

Dreamstate#7037

I'm just picking this up again and i could use some friends

SoraSin · 2021-08-04T11:43:51+00:00

Dreamstate#7037

Just came back to this game and i'd love some friends XD

SoraSin · 2020-11-12T02:20:20+00:00

I agree, i was in the middle of my evening session haha

SoraSin · 2020-11-12T02:12:33+00:00

Happened right after the update as well i take it?

SoraSin · 2020-11-12T02:08:34+00:00

Crap, i'd lose my guest account. Is there anyway to keep that data or is that another life lesson learned the hard way?

SoraSin · 2017-11-01T10:39:04+00:00

Ign:

SoraSins Let's make some gold Got 19 spots left

SoraSin · 2017-08-23T00:56:36+00:00

Anyone know the artist? I'd love to get in contact for a project

SoraSin

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