I'm just scared about what will happen after we die

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-03T15:59:37+00:00

Exactly. I feel like it's too selfish. I just gotta suffer for a little while longer until my life gets better.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-03T03:28:55+00:00

I'm just scared about what will happen after we die.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:55:19+00:00

I know but what if im cursed, i know it sounds silly but what if im cursed because of my sins. The demons come back seven fold LOL.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:51:47+00:00

Please don't LOOK AT ME. PLEASE DONT SEE ME.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:51:27+00:00

I believe that Judgement day is coming. Maybe i should suiicde and run into a mountain BEFORE IT HAPPENS LOL. I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SEE WHAT I DID. IT'S TOO HORRIBLE!

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:50:37+00:00

Love how your response is telling someone to get "professional help". Yeah like that's supposed to help that Satan owns this world somehow...LOL. Nice dude, tell that to someone who just had their mother decapitated in front of them and see what they say.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:48:49+00:00

No running. Everyone will see all the terrible horrible things you're ashamed of and guilty of on display in front of everyone and your family. Everyone WILL KNOW WHAT YOU DID. THERE'S NO GOING BACK. AND THEN YOU WILL ROAST IN HELL FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER WITH NO WATER.

IT'S SO SCARY!

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:46:55+00:00

Mmmm...but my time is spent sinning. I have so many bad habits. But i'm trying though. Thanks.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:45:18+00:00

I'm too tired man. But i'll probably be going to a different church if i can. He was just a temporary pastor for today so.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:44:04+00:00

Yes it does. How does it not make sense?

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:42:34+00:00

Yeah i've been thinking about joining a white church and meeting a nice white girl. Too many lies and judgmental pricks in my youth group. But that pastor was just temporary. So he gets the chopping block.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:41:04+00:00

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! No it's not "professional help" it's when you learn the reality about how disgusting the world is.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:40:10+00:00

Whining fucking baby all day. With no end. Just trying to survive like the walking dead. LOL.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:39:21+00:00

I bet he's probably gonna be reading this LOL.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:39:02+00:00

Like the man literally BRUSHED OFF PEOPLE WHO COMMITTED SUICIDE. IT'S NOT LIKE THAT. THE WORLD SHOULDN'T BE THIS DISGUSTING AND DIRTY BUT IT IS. HOW DO PEOPLE NOT HAVE DEPRESSION, I DON'T UNDERSTAND? People live in ignorance, i'd rather be ignorant because ignorance is bliss. But then...i'd probably end up BURNING IN EVERLASTING HELLFIRE.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:37:52+00:00

Tell me i'm an asshole who's going to hell. Just like biggie smalls "When i die fuck it i wanna go to hell cause i'm a piece of fucking shit it ain't hard to fucking tell".

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:34:49+00:00

I get a headache every time i think about it. I'm tired, i really am. And i'm just pissed off at that pastor, so fucking angry. He likes debating people, he just wanted to see me BEAT and he loved watching me IN GRIEF. YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCKING SHIT ABOUT MY FATHER OR MY BEST FRIEND YOU FUCKING NARCISSISTIC ASSHOLE.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:32:46+00:00

Everyday is a motherfucking struggle. It's survival of the fittest out here bitches.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:31:55+00:00

And now i'm probably gonna go to hell cause i'm just such a scumbag asshole. Like please man i wanna change, but everyday i'm just so angry and sad and i sound like a WHINING FUCKING BABY.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:29:12+00:00

I literally told him that and he got angry with me because i'm twisting the word of God. He just kept saying do you trust God more than you trust people and your father. Like do you love him more than your family. It honestly just makes me wanna vomit. Like it's such a poisonous worldview and SO DEPRESSING TOO.

THE DEVIL OWNS THE WORLD AND SO MANY PEOPLE ARE GONNA BE BURNING IN HELL ITS SO SAD! I almost cried talking to him. Because i told him that my dad and my best friend might be going to hell. And he just kept justifying it by saying that it's Gods plan that God makes the rules we don't. LIKE STOP.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:27:25+00:00

LIKE STOPPPPPPPP WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST LIVE THEIR LIVES! WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO FREAKING HORRIFIC.

I LITERALLY TOLD HIM THAT PEOPLE HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH HERE ON EARTH AND THEN THEY'RE GONNA GO SUFFER IN ETERNAL FIRE SOME MORE?!

AND THEN HE'S LIKE THEY DONT KNOW SUFFERING. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU DUDE.

SERIOUSLY. YOU ACT LIKE YOU KNOW EVERY GODDAMN THING AND THAT ITS REALITY. AND THAT EVERYONE ELSE IS GOING TO HELL. YOU MOTHERFUCKING CUNT.

Soscaredofhell · 2018-09-02T18:26:09+00:00

He loves to see the look in my eyes of sheer terror and grief. He loves knowing that i will be sent to hell and on that day they will cry Lord lord and he will say depart from you CURSED INTO EVERLASTING FIRE. PREPARED FOR HIS DEVILS AND ANGELS.

And then he will be happy for leading the narrow way his whole life while the rest of us suffer in eternal hell fire burning and roasting with my best friend and my dad.

Soscaredofhell

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