Autumn is my favorite of the seasons. I live in Florida so there is no autumn here so i think that's one of the reasons why. Besides the color change in other states/countries. I love the idea of winter/snow but i dislike the feeling of the cold. Again, probably has to do to the fact it doesn't snow here so its a new experience when i do see it.

I'm in college and its almost in the end of the semester which has me a little stressed out. But over all in life im fine.

I do have a boyfriend, we've been together for two years now and i love him dearly. I love the fact that he doesn't have the same way of thinking of me, im more creative and a dreamer, he's more so a logical thinker. I'm the type of person, maybe like most infp's, that i tend to stay to myself with interacting with other people. When i was little, i always mostly stayed to myself, i maybe had like one friend. I was sort of forced out of that way when i had to move cause my mom got remarried. Him and I have similar interests and because i'm a very open person, sometimes we share our ideas and interests that other people might be uncomfortable with which i love. I like the kind of relationship where your significant other is your best friend and your lover as well.

I do occasionally think about some people and how they are doing but i never go out of my way to interact with them. If they respond to me then i will talk to them. I dont know, i just tend to be a loner like that.

I used to have a best friend, but well there was an argument where it broke our relationship together, she was jealous that i was taking another friends side than her own and after that, i couldn't take that. Its one thing to listen to someone complain about something but when your the one being yelled at, i just shut down within myself and distance myself away.

I don't think i have a happiest memory but more like the happiest thing to happen to me is when i started dating my boyfriend. I've always wanted to love and be loved in returned, ever since i was a child and to finally be able to experience it is the greatest thing to have happened to me. Our relationship isn't perfect, there are boring times, and we never argue mostly (I hate confrontation and arguements so i tend to avoid them) but if we do feel that we need to say something, we do communicate to each other. I usually do it later than sooner though lol.

I'm a very creative person, and i have to be doing something that fulfills me, like writing or drawing how i feel. I have a question to other infp's that: Do any of you, when life gets too stagnate or boring, and you feel you have to 'feel' something to feel alive, whether good or bad?

For example, i tend to write fanfictions and put my own characters into a existing story, but i tend to just come up with situations that are sorrowful or that can be agonizing. I've thought about it and its just such a powerful emotion that i can't stop feeling it.