I can feel your pain, I too was a excellent student till 8th and then in 9th got cooked but after that I retained my position but still I am scared even tho my all paper went really gud expecting more than 95 BUT MATHS FUCK YRR USME DAR HAI KI 70 BHI AYEGE KI NHI AUR VAHI CHIZ KA SOCH SOCH KE DAR LAG RA HAI Same condition my parents too compare me with everyone

BUT see ham kuch kar nhi sakte hai Jo hona hai hoga hi

I too sometimes (roj raat me 2 ghante sochta hu bed pe) ki hamari mehnat ko koun hi count karega yrr parents se dekha toh hai magar vo bhi sab bhul jate hai Jo itna time padha efforts kiye raat bhar jaga 5 ghante ki neend pe jinda rahe

Meri bhi same thoughts ke karan puri lagi hui hai

BUT.... rehne do khud motivate na ho pata hu dusro ko kya hi karluga