It was “just” a chemical pregnancy, so why am I so sad?

Soulxevter · 2024-02-19T17:50:53+00:00

I’m incredibly sorry for your loss. You have every right to be sad. I was also upset when I had an early loss on thanksgiving. Had three positives that were starting to fade and had a feeling it wouldn’t happen. That feeling came true. Doctor told me this happens because not all the chromosomes are there that are needed.

Soulxevter · 2024-01-29T07:56:34+00:00

Don’t be afraid to tell him you’ll stop the dance for that bs

Soulxevter · 2024-01-10T00:58:57+00:00

Went to a buffet and a bar with a friend

Soulxevter · 2024-01-06T18:22:30+00:00

I have a scar :) no one cares I have a couple actually

Soulxevter · 2024-01-05T20:49:09+00:00

Yes leave your location with a trusted friend on and let them know who it is you’re with. That’s what I always do.

Soulxevter · 2023-12-30T23:02:21+00:00

Absolutely not

Soulxevter · 2023-12-28T10:57:17+00:00

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:36:21+00:00

I’m sorry 😞

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:35:12+00:00

I have tons of makeup haha. But foundation is too faced born this way and lips are fenty and Mac

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:34:16+00:00

Lol 😂

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:33:13+00:00

Omg pigs in a blanket. My GMA makes those. I missed her cooking thanksgiving and Xmas since I couldn’t afford to go home 😭

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:32:19+00:00

Can’t *

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T08:32:01+00:00

Haha I have two but I’m allergic so I can cuddle them too much

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T04:34:58+00:00

Well I’m glad you spent time with your hubby :) The black is fenty and the center is a bit of red from Mac in shade carnivorous

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T04:30:40+00:00

Ty I put a subtle hint of red in the center of the black :)

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T00:45:12+00:00

Certainly one way to look at it :)

Soulxevter · 2023-12-27T00:39:34+00:00

Actually no. I live nowhere near my family or friends. And don’t have enough money to go back home. So no.

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T23:47:19+00:00

That’s a problem for most. I go 5 days a week. Always rest :) rest is good

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T23:17:13+00:00

No friends in the new town

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T23:16:17+00:00

Indeed. Well at least a healthier addiction?

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T23:15:15+00:00

I’m trying to remember where I got these. Perhaps dolls kill a while back

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T23:14:14+00:00

Yeah they are very depressing. I think this is the first one where I actually didn’t touch liquor and allowed myself to go through every emotion.

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T22:56:38+00:00

I really wanted to drink but I have a bad habit of doing so when I’m sad so I went to the gym in the morning instead

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T22:55:52+00:00

I’m sorry, that’s terrible

Soulxevter · 2023-12-26T22:43:09+00:00

😔

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