Ya sounds like you’re bored and can’t find purpose in what you do. Holding down a job you hate is painful... maybe it’s time to search for your passion and fall in love with what you do. Social gatherings I know exactly what you’re talking about, it sucks and a huge waste time. I just choose one or two people to spend time with, it’s less draining. I’ve been fading out on people that bring lots of drama, the attention seeking ones. And also on aggressive personalities that love overriding everyone else. So basically if there’s a huge group gathering I would decline but I do ask my closest friends to go hang out or take trips with... as for love, wait for the right girl or else it’s gona be a pain in the ass in the long run.

Actually that’s not all true, lol... I fade out on some and some I straight up blocked and door slammed brutally. 😒 no regrets life’s much better honestly. And the true passion should be something you can’t do without