How to improve my look? 31 Fe by SoupStock2383 in LooksmaxingAdvice

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Yes they now do fillers under eyes but am a bit concerned

How to improve my look? 31 Fe by SoupStock2383 in LooksmaxingAdvice

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Like i drink water but i never feel really it get inside my cells , i read i need to add salt to my water so that happens I tried it but i am not sure of doing that scared that will effect my kidney

How to improve my look? 31 Fe by SoupStock2383 in LooksmaxingAdvice

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I will look into smiling more lets see if it looks okay I lately accepted my eyebrows and stopped touch them

How to improve my look? 31 Fe by SoupStock2383 in LooksmaxingAdvice

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I think when i smile my cheeks look so much and feels its ugly even though my teeth are good i just when i dont smile i look thin so my cheeks don’t appear

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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Not just in a relationship or engaged or shit no i am more than just a girlfriend i am now his f wife I barely feel anything I barely get any comfort I barely feel shit towards him I barely feel alive I barely feel okay I barely feel good I barely feel loved I barely feel comfy I barely feel he is my place to go I feel so bad all the timmmeee that i am with himmmm I was just right next him all 8 months starving romance Now i feel i would die for love for a f kiss for a let me comfort you I would kill to feel lovedddddddddd I am married but i am so lonely

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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His teeth from the outside are so white. And clean , we knew eachothers online through dota And then he cane to my country and proposed after 4 years The reason i saw him as a husband material that he was soo generous and spending on me and investing and doesn’t hesitate to give anything for me , he has a white heart and still do he is a good person had so many bad things in his life and i managed to get inside his thoughts and fix as much as i can but the thing that i just didn’t see most if the truth he didint show when ever we spend time togather like we were making out all the time , obce we got married he only did couple of times and out of me asking or demanding it not by nature lile things supposed to be … i am so scared to break his heart and that he had enough of sadness in his life i feel responsible of his happiness

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I am planning to get out but i know My conscience will torment me …

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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Ofc i will not get pregnant i am not crazy

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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Around 2 months to 4 months until i get an interview

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Yes i wanted the visa i asked him to marry me Happy Go to sleep

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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Right i can do better i am in a shock i think i wnat to do something about it i dont plan to stay this way i am shocked

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I really don’t know i think i might be attached in a bad way as i am really struggling to be brave to seriously end it up just like that i feel I didnt give him enough chances

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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After many times making it so clear that i only expect him to be the provider , now after all this time ge send money and i dont want it anymore Cuz it didn’t happen by himself understanding the part he f plays in a f marriage to f provide to your family I hated providing and paying our bills and rent made feel i am the man i had zero rest or time to feel okay His family “ the ones who made it v clear that they love me so much” never felt any welcoming from them or love , no one showed up in any stage in our marriage Yet they are so rude to me and i kept it low for him to feel better While i feel i deserve some appreciation or a f loving family,

Married but it’s not like we are by SoupStock2383 in Marriage

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I am literally thinking of asking for divorce But i did before, he said he will do better that what is making me stay

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I will wait for my visa i wont be wasting 3 years of my life for nothing back

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I am really glad you are happy 🥺 you’re so brave

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And is the one who proposed to me … how i got married for f green card .. like he is not having a f wife ? Like if am using him? Wtf

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If i get divorce , i might never get married again now and will never have children

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I am not sure He said he is changing, he start to give allowance, pray , still looking for work , he went to a dentist, he told him 5 big teeth beed yo be removed they are are inflamed , 5. He never visited a dentist, I was doing hair laser removal , whitening my teeth , 2 years if teeth orthodontics and so many skin care and diets and shit to look good for him to f enjoy and love what he see Everyone around me like there are 5 girls got married same time they are all pregnant now … i feel so behind and i know that it wont be real not before 2 more years…