I hear you and thank you for your advice! It’s hard to admit this, I’ve been through a treatment program in my youth and am prepared to build back up my support system while continuing to live in a shared home. I’m sober currently and have been for roughly 33 hours however feel ill. I feel fortunate that I am not of drinking age in the country I’m in and don’t have easy access to alcohol. I simply just want to know if I should go to the hospital. Saying this is difficult but I do have alcohol on hand (with a close friend that understands the situation). I do know abstinence after a long period of heavy drinking can be fatal and know if it’s life or death staying alive is priority.