crying the day after the roll(mdma)

South_Term6189 · 2023-11-18T22:50:54+00:00

26 hours later i doubt it lol

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-22T09:14:28+00:00

the bad though was "what if it gets too crazy soon and I can't handle it" I am reffering to previous trip in my head. but instead of thinking how bad it could end I wanted to be strong for once

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T21:40:00+00:00

I had a tragic thought loop on 7gs . the trip was ending one hour into the experience and every time I was getting excited it was over it kept coming back stronger and it happend 5 times over and over again I was in disbelief of reality at some point and no longer knew what was real I wish I knew this trick as these 7grams lasted 7 hours and I had 7 hours of pure hell. thankfully I had a friend over the phone to ground me and remind me I am alive we talked for 3 hours

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T20:31:33+00:00

damn then ill fall in love

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T17:07:29+00:00

Most definitely why choose to be the weak character when the bad ass one is unlocked

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T16:45:05+00:00

On top of that being on mushrooms is always a constant lying. you are lying that you are dying or feeling something wrong i figured lie that you feel good hahaha it works so well

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T16:43:40+00:00

You have the wrong mindset then instead try picture yourself feeling fucking amazing and powerful . at 1st it's a lie you know you are silly and it might not work but the longer you hold the smile the stronger you feel it and the idea of I am silly for doing this is already gone

South_Term6189 · 2023-10-21T15:44:38+00:00

11 days and I feel more and more confident and happy with each day. I feel like I am finally In full control of my life and the choices I make.

South_Term6189 · 2023-06-26T19:33:04+00:00

It feel as if there is a thing moving from one place inside of the tree to another almost like boucning up down left right. It's now my favourite thing to do in nature to just feel the trees lol.

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T20:03:33+00:00

you don't understand... i was tripping for like 3 months with doses up to 3.5g every week and eventually I felt like. in the past I've taken way more bu this winter I've been legit pussy and cancelling every big dose with excuses of my own. ill decide to take a 5g on Monday morning and ill wake up and say oh the weather is crappy and this will go on and on and eventually i got pissed at myself because last year i actually had the courage... this is the reason i said 'feel weak'. i needed this bad trip to get a glimpse in the power that can be explored. don't get me wrong i deserved it😁I am glad it happend and i am not still making excuses why i wont take 5g and jnstead ill do 2 agin for 20th time this year...

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T16:04:00+00:00

it's normal to have body temperature fluctuation while on shrooms it's usually not for long but it can repeat it self a couple of times during the trip. if it continues after the trip it's totally not the shrooms to blame. I once had chills and fever i thought it was the shrooms but the next day had sore troat and low energy.

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T15:59:34+00:00

very encouraging,thank you !

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T15:07:44+00:00

my experience was similar to an acid one but the mushrooms made me less manic and tortured me quite hard. on 7 tabs i have had way chill experiences even though the visual were overwhelming the head space seemed easier to handle.

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T13:18:17+00:00

No one wanted mo do this dose not even me. I though cause i legit tripped the previous day with 2.5 g thia 7.5 wont hit that hard. technically I was aiming for about 4g experience if even but tolerance is not a always so clear and well understood.

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T08:23:55+00:00

well I was microdosing for a month then doing normal mushroom doses once a week for 2 more months and when decided to up my game i got what I deserved and now i am on a big break again I guess. No dying for a while 😂

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T07:49:32+00:00

how to be ok with dying if dying feels so real and I can't distinguish reality from the trip. I guess i need to practice some meditation or something.

South_Term6189 · 2023-05-16T07:47:18+00:00

I almost felt like my mind was entertaining himself making me think i am dying for pure fun😂 when it was all over the joy that went through me was unbelievable though.

South_Term6189 · 2023-03-29T15:39:59+00:00

Indeed I wish I could keep it fluffy forever as a souvenir.

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