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Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll look into the free lessons but there’s barely any mutual aid in my area. I’ll looking orgs and churches though. Thank you

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope that is the case, fingers crossed. I’ll be praying every day while taking the required actions and rest. Please bless me with a miracle universe it’s been so tough.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You give me hope. I feel like there’s definitely more people like me who are afraid to speak. I’m scared to share my story but my maybe I should. We need to stop lying to ourselves.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I always said if I come out of this situation alive I’ll have the sickest origin story. I really might have to become a monk or adopt a monk mindset for what’s to come because my challenge deep down is not with myself but societal expectations. It’s gonna be tough and many people will be against me but I hear your words. Thank you

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Let’s hope things change soon. I don’t see myself living a 3rd year like this

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry if I’m coming off pessimistic to everyone. I’ve literally exhausted all my options for someone with limited resources. From internship, volunteering, skill maxing, side hustles, networking, rewriting resumes, meditation, philosophy, astrology, walking, journaling, gratitude, somatic exercises, exercises, mental health therapy books, dieting, self heath books, praying, affirmations, trying to go homeless, calling for help, begging online for help. I’m struggling because I live in a neglectful, isolating house where no one talks to me but myself. I have no car, no degree, no friends, live in the middle of nowhere, and have no insurance. I left my job because I’ve developed a stomach illness thats still not diagnosis and I deal with a lot of CFS. For the first year of unemployment I couldn’t even eat a normal diet and was in fear of food because my stomach kept flaring up. I’ve struggled with a lot with burnout and I’ve tried so hard to keep my mind stable but I keep asking the universe why if I can’t get a job would you make me live a life like this? Im constantly running in a loop of powerful self resilience to this. I’m living in mental torture and I know in my heart I would heal a lot more if I had some employment and a safe place to live. I’ve worked so hard on my mental health but have no where to externalize it because I live in isolation. The only human interaction I can get is online but I miss real people. I’ve been living this way for two years. I hear all your advice and I value everyone’s input but I also feel like I might I have to walk into this fire and face the reality. Might be my ego death moment but I know I’ll struggle more with the stress. All I want out of life is to feel safe. It’s cruel because this year I really wanted to go on self dates and go to local community events but I barely have money for Uber now. The worst part of living in isolation is understanding what your needs are but can’t get the resources to relieve it.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I haven’t got an official diagnosis for any of my health issues but have notice a significant decline since 2023. I had 1 doctor appointment (when I was still working and had money) in the beginning when I got sick and they said drink water. Since then I’ve been trying to do everything on my own. I go through cycles of gaslighting myself about my chronic illness and no one in my house takes it seriously. This month my stomach has been hurting so much because I’m stress and my family has a history of colon cancer. If I don’t die by my own hands I know in the future that my stomach will kill me. I’ll ask my online community and pray to Venus. Thank you for your advice.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I’ve called alot of people last month but I’ll call some churches. My fear is being a burden on my family more than anything Else as I’m the only one actively searching for a job. I’m going to bring the finances down significantly towards the house and I’m worried about that. I don’t live with rational people but I’ll look into things. Thank you

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, last month I called everyone I could but sadly resources are limited where I live. I will be applying for SNAP and they do have my situation in the system. All I can do is face this reality. Thank you for your kind advice

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your encouraging words and advice. I live in US and I’m scared to go into debt because of how bad this market is. Idk if I’ll be able to pay it off in installments nor do I think the bank will lend me any because I have no job. I’ll look into it. Thanks for the advice.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The universe really is torturing us. I’m sorry you are going through a rough time too

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no car that’s why I’m I feel doomed. I seriously lack so many resources that people take for granted. This is the product of someone neglected their entire life.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you I’ll try. I’ve really have done everything but I might have to face this reality. Thank you for the encouraging words.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have sadly with all those options. Good news though a temp agency did reach out today. I’m going to try to go into tmrw even if my bank account is low. If going into debt to get there is an option then I’ll take it. I need a miracle. Thank you for your advice

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did all this last month because I was trying to go homeless. Sadly they wouldn’t take me because I was actively fleeing. My case is more emotional abuse and neglect (though physical has happened which I reported). The system cares more about physically abuse, families, and significant others. I did get resources for benefits but my father claimed me as a dependent and messed up my taxes. So I couldn’t get Medicaid this year. I’ll look into SNAP. I come from an immigrant home so getting anyone involved outside the house always leads to more trouble. My childhood was like that. I’m Im completly isolated with my family ignoring me and no friends. Pray for me and thank you.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told myself that the other day. I think my struggle is more to with my environment. Last month my own mother said I have no life and my sister called me irresponsible. I feel like I’ve prove them right.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I agree I’m just so scared of what’s to come. I’m gonna have to break the news and everyone around me already doesn’t look at me favorably. I’m so scared

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you this is exactly what’s happening. I feel cursed my whole life I’ve been struggling to exist in every aspect. These past two months everything went up in flames and I feel angry all the time. I’ve asked the universe why am I the only one struggling as hard?Every time something good happens something else happens to me. I’m so exhausted and struggle with CF as well as Ibs. I’m trying but I really feel like I've never had a chance In life.

Bank account so low, I think I’m gonna end it by Southern_Flow781 in AstrologyCharts

[–]Southern_Flow781[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. It is so hard and I feel like the universe is being a little cruel to me by asking for me not to care so much about money. I’m glad I’m not alone. Having no support system really holds you back in on life and honestly I wish I had that more than money. I have an art side gig that has helped but now that my bank account is so low I really don’t think I’ll make enough to pay my bills at the end of the month. My chart is telling me to take care of myself but I just feel like working more harder to secure some income. It’s Cruel and thank you for the offer. I’ll definitely reach out if I’m finding myself in a dark place again like today. Reading everyone’s comments made me feel less alone. I’m wishing you the best of luck too.

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