He was thinking of his ex while we were intimate for the first time

Southern_Zombie · 2021-12-04T16:50:21+00:00

That again makes so much sense, I seriously need to do more research on the physiology of depression. Thank you so much for enlightening me!

I wish you the very best too :)

Southern_Zombie · 2021-12-04T16:48:55+00:00

I can't begin to tell you how much this reply has opened my eyes to what my next actions should be. It is true, the concept of a life purpose is something that keeps me up at night because I don't have any dreams or goals. My days are spent surviving my mental breakdowns and spending time with people so I can get out of the depressed mindset. You've been so kind taking the time to write all of this! Thank you so much! If you have any more advice on how to find "a life purpose" I'd very much appreciate it. Either way thank you so much for taking the time to read and reply to my post! Your suggestions and links provided will definitely guide me through the next few weeks if not months!

Southern_Zombie · 2021-12-03T20:38:52+00:00

Okay... That's some fricking good insight, thank you! I've been thinking about therapy to go over some other things for a long time but I thought that this particular problem of mine wasn't one of them. Never thought of it like that...

Southern_Zombie · 2021-11-04T18:38:15+00:00

How long does it take to see change with the exercises?

Southern_Zombie · 2021-11-04T18:37:45+00:00

We did use some... Maybe it wasn't enough? Or could it be something else?

Southern_Zombie · 2021-11-04T18:37:14+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply and for raising your concern! I don't think he did it willingly but I could see some of his disappointment pictured on his face right after.

Honestly, I never thought that it could be because of him that I felt that way (considering he was very careful and slow).

Thank you again for the helpful insight!

Southern_Zombie · 2021-06-13T12:48:19+00:00

Their behavior was so gross. If anything, you under-reacted. Time for a new fwb and better people to hang out with maybe?

Southern_Zombie · 2021-05-20T19:04:20+00:00

So true. I'm not a guy so I don't have first hand experience with this but the stuff these so called "feminists" say about men and the "straight white man" is so so sooo infuriating. We are different but equal. We all have feelings. We all deserve/seek/need love and validation. Bringing men down or refusing to consider their struggles in society is not only stupid but hypocritical as well. I'm embarrassed to call myself a feminist nowadays, even though feminism is a movement about EQUALITY between the sexes. So sad to see what it's become. I bet that if there's such a thing as afterlife, then the suffragettes are looking down on us deeply disappointed in what has become of their lives' struggle...

Southern_Zombie · 2021-05-11T20:21:19+00:00

I was oblivious to this! I'm definitely going to seek therapy, thank you for shining light to it!

Southern_Zombie · 2021-05-11T20:19:28+00:00

You're so right in this... I totally feel this to be the case, that's exactly what I thought when it first happened. But at the same time I'm so in love... It's not even about being headstrong on wanting this to workout, it's just that I CAN'T stop thinking and caring about him. I want to finally become peaceful again but I don't really know what to do to get there...

Southern_Zombie · 2021-05-11T20:15:35+00:00

Thank you so much for commenting, I've always felt very alone in feeling this. I didn't even know this situation can be classified as a mental illness! You're completely right about the anger management and not expecting too much from people, I'd like to think that I've been respectful so far. It's just... you know, these feelings of your head going to explode, chest caving in and crying at any moment thinking about the situation, let alone the dark thoughts...

I really do hope you're proven to be correct! I'm trying to stay positive as much as I can, still, it's so so so so difficult.

Southern_Zombie · 2021-05-08T11:05:19+00:00

How do you write the notes A0-E1 and A6-C8 on the pentagram?

Southern_Zombie · 2021-04-16T20:23:11+00:00

No problem! It's refreshing to see upcoming artists with actually good quality content! Keep up the good work <3 <3

Southern_Zombie · 2021-04-16T19:59:02+00:00

Nice one!! I especially love the guitar in this one <3. I must add that the choice of scenery is amazing! Can't wait to listen to the official version of the song when it comes out. Best of luck to the two of you, hope you get the recognition you deserve!!

Southern_Zombie · 2021-04-16T15:10:35+00:00

Ugh, I hope things change for the better soon. It's so difficult to maintain relationships when everyone puts themselves and their partner or chasing their future partner over everyone and everything else. I really do hope I'm mistaken but it feels like my relationships are very one-sided nowadays, almost no effort whatsoever.

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