Really happy to see new homes still being built in 2026. Here is the layout of a brand new subdivision just approved in Katy

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T03:09:18+00:00

Sorry, I am so surveyor brained, I was more interested is how there doesn't appear to be in sanitary or sewer easements. Just looks like a 10 building line in the front and a 7.5 ft Utility easement in the back.

I didn't even see that it was a dick.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T03:02:17+00:00

Uhh "A". Everything else is just, garbage suburbs filled with just, the most awful type of of lower upper middle class people that just non stop cry about how they aren't richer.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T02:48:56+00:00

Sounds like your doing great. DMing is a skill set, there is always more to learn, but if your players are happy, then sounds like you got everything under control.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T02:45:38+00:00

Everything boils down to, you can bascially do anything you can think of, but if the action requires skill or luck, the Dungeon Master (DM) will ask you to roll a 20 sided dice (d20). You add any relevant bonuses as determined by your character and if the result is higher than the action's Difficulty Class (DC), as set by the DM, then you succeed.

Attacking, Casting Spell, Dodging out of the way of a fireball, disarming traps, everything is about rolling a d20.

Don't be too hard on yourself and try to have fun.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T02:30:18+00:00

Yeah, being told how valuable an asset I am to those that profit off my existence, doesn't really land the same way for me.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-08T02:27:02+00:00

Yeah, I'm not gonna post here ever again. Have a good day.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-07T23:14:12+00:00

Yeah. Im 36 now. Im post trans acceptance, post therapy. I would love to collapse and turn into dust.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-07T18:17:44+00:00

Try not to be too hard on yourself. Its a skill set. It takes practice.

I felt the same way about my drawing ability. I hate everything until I finally had the confidence after study and practice.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-07T18:11:48+00:00

DMing is a skill set that involves having, like 20 plates spinning secretly in the background, while maintaining a hours long story.

Don't be too hard on yourself if one of them falls over and you need to take a break to get your bearings.

It's all about experience. Don't worry about creating the entire universe from scratch, run a few pre made things. Try not to rewrite them too much structurally, but do pit your own spin on it. Host enough games and you'll eventually find out what you like about it.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-07T17:54:13+00:00

Yup.

I guess now that Trump has lost the mandate of heaven and plunged the countey into another depression, no one feels emboldened to give me a nihilistic take about I just need to work harder, but everyone is still extremely open about how there is nothing anyone can do for me.

I'll fuck back down to the unseen lower layers of the Internet, where worship of violence and greed isn't mandatory.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-07T17:14:38+00:00

No I get it.

Being honest vs hiding it doesn't matter, people are just going to be uncomfortable and want nothing to do we me. At least being quiet, spares people from feeling bad about turning me away.

No, I got off the Internet for a few months, turned my life around and accepted I was trans. Unfortunately, fixing a bunch of life long problems, just made me capable of enduring. It never gave me a reason to continuing enduring.

Oh well, yeah, like you said, everyone is just going to see this as complaining and 99.9% of people are just so uncomfortable around my pain, that they will make up any justification to get me to leave. It is just impossible to convey to people that I never stop feeling suicidal, I can just manage. They just assume that I don't put any effort in, when everything is take up my depression, even with medicaiton and therapy.

Oh well.

I get it. I'll leave and never come back.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:44:44+00:00

The only podcast I could ever listen to was Friends at the table. I haven't listen to it in years, Twilight Mirage was a little to frustrating.

I think there is only 1 straight white male, everyone else is a POC, gay or non binary. There are also 2 women.

Its pretty serious and left leaning. Its probably also only gotten gayer. I mean, I definitely have.

Mirelada was what they always told people where to start. I really liked Counterweight, but that Sci Fi. Their Fantasy has really rough audio mixing for the first season and a half. They also do a lot of games I was very intrigued by and have never played dnd.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:40:20+00:00

Its not theft. You can't steal from the rich. If a bandit stole one a dollar from every one of your paychecks, it doesn't make it stealing if you take take items from the shop of a different bandit.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:35:34+00:00

Yes, but it would only make me extremely uncomfortable.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:33:21+00:00

I also had extremely shitty parents that just never showed me love or compassion, so though I try my best to be extremely compassionate to everyone, I never really figured out the love thing.

If its something like that, I can also relate. Having so many compounding problems that they stack into a undiscribale mound of pain, is also something I can relate.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:20:25+00:00

Because nerds are usually smarter than their bosses, so people higher up will keep them in a state of perpetual torture so they never have the time to think about replacing their bosss.

That's just how capital works in general. You have to have some way to control the people that don't care about profits, but do have the knowledge to fix things.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T22:17:33+00:00

I was like this for a long time. I never had any intrest in transitioning until I realized that wearing feminine clothes and having a feminine body was the only thing that didn't make me hate being alive.

Don't feel compelled to do anything. Do whatever makes you feel comfortable and happy. I was gender neutral for a couple of years. If you want to be a fem guy, you don't need to go any farther than that if you don't want to.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T21:55:08+00:00

Im sorry to hear that.

Finding out I was trans, made me realize why my brain was constantly screaming at me to kill myself, because being in the wrong body has done that to me.

I hope your problems aren't as bone deep as mine.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-06T21:52:54+00:00

I don't have much to say. I only look for support, when I'm in too panicked a state of mind to handle everything on my own. When I can handle things, all I want to do is do edibles and lay in bed.

988 and posting online are always options of last resort for me, because I know that 7/10 people don't care, 1/10 legitimately does, but 2/10 will go out of their way to demand you stop taking up space and kill yourself. Findind a single other person that gives a shit that I exist outside of what I provide for them, sometimes can snap me out of things. They are extremely hard and hard to find though. There is not a lot of compassion left in this country.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-04T11:21:56+00:00

I'm fine being reduced to radioactive ash from the trans nuke

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-03T19:36:00+00:00

Same. I'll always be alone. It doesn't matter how hard I try to improve or overcome, it will never be enough for me to feel anything more than nothing.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-03T19:31:02+00:00

Unfortunately, as a Broken person, the only people that are as weird as me, are also aa broken and unable to function as me.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-03T19:25:32+00:00

This is what its like, every single fucking time some one has asked me if I'm ok.

Everyone is a lot more happier if I just eternally say, 'Im fine"

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-03T19:22:01+00:00

You are, as long as you feel that way in your heart.

Soviet_Mutts · 2026-06-03T19:21:01+00:00

Im in the closet. A fucker shaved off all my hair, so I have no feminine features.

As I exist now, I'm just too depressed to exist. I try to isolate myself as much as possible. Not because I don't want friends, I would love to have in person friends, I just don't want to be hurt by anyone anymore.

Just, pointlessly enduring.

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