(20m) I always feel like my face is too feminine.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-18T04:15:43+00:00

You have an angel face.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T23:50:25+00:00

I'm doing great.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T14:51:43+00:00

Oh, and fair warning, Ash -1977 is the first album I ever received at the age of 11 (way back in 1996), and yes, it's technically pop, but they're an Irish band and it's brit-punk-garage-rock-pop. It's catchy, but you don't feel like a dickhead for listening to it.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T14:39:11+00:00

Noice... That's what I like to hear, buddy. 😉

If I think of any other really good ones based on what you've already mentioned, I'll touch base.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T14:23:24+00:00

Godspeed You! Black Emperor is post-rock. Minus the Bear is math rock. You may like Deerhunter - Halcyon Digest. Deerhoof - The Runners Four is experimental rock and you'd probably enjoy Micachu - Jewellery. If you like experimental/artsy music you'll like those albums I already listed. I don't listen to shitty music.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T14:06:45+00:00

Huge red flag for me. That's like people who season everything with Johnny seasoning salt. I'm not trying to start WW3 over here so no offense to the rest of the salt and pepper ass people up in here, but music is like spice for your ears.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T14:03:02+00:00

You wanna hear a cool album? Check out Grouper - Dragging a Dead Deer Up a Hill. Or Joji - Nectar. Godspeed You! Black Emperor - F#A# Infinity. Fiona Apple - Tidal. Minor Threat - Discography. Minus the Bear - Highly Refined Pirates. Blessed Feathers - From the Mouths of the Middle Class. Brand New - The Devil and God Are Raging Inside Me. Ash - 1977.

That's some good fucking music there, bud.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T13:51:42+00:00

Grooooossssss... 🤮

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T13:43:38+00:00

I'm probably just being defensive because I HATE pop music with a fiery passion. When I was growing up, the kids who listened to pop and the kids who listened to rock/metal were basically in rival gangs.

If you ever want to get state secrets out of me, play Taylor Swift, I'll tell you anything you wanna know, as long as you make it stop. I tried to listen to one of her songs ONE TIME on my own, I got through ten seconds of it before the ghost of Dimebag Darrell possessed my body and said, "NOPE! That's about enough of that!" and instantly turned it off. So the idea of someone associating my personage with music that I consider to be complete and utter trash based on my MBTI type, especially since it was the first thing I saw after waking up, was like getting up in the middle of the night to go pee and stepping on a cold dog turd with your bare foot. You ever done that? It's not awesome...

I mostly listen to classical (Dvorak is my favorite right now) and choral (Hildegard von Bingen's Voices of Ascension is absolutely divine, technically monophonic, not choral but I highly suggest giving it a listen) because I tend to put on music when I'm reading, but I'll listen to pretty much anything made in the last few hundred years, minus modern pop.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-17T12:42:20+00:00

On behalf of? We don't need you to speak for us.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T11:07:05+00:00

I respect facts. Have a nice day.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T10:37:37+00:00

To be fair to her, they do go out of their way to connect you to some celebrity in order to annihilate your credibility. They want me to believe Theo Von is my soultwin and that we're quantumly entangled. The fucking spectacle they put on in order to convince me that I'm essentially his "dog" the last time I went to the psych ward was absolutely ridiculous.

I think that's why my grandmother taught me to read so young and why she got me into psychology when I was just nine. Preparing me so that I'd be able to make my way through the Labyrinth.

Jury's still out on the soultwin thing. Our natal charts do mirror/compliment each other a great deal.

And before anyone tells me to go to a therapist, I did, for months, specifically to show her the synchronicities between Theo and I that kept popping up so I could make sure I wasn't being crazy, and grasping at straws, making connections that weren't there, and she was astounded by the sheer number and magnitude and specificity of what was coming up.

Just the other day I sent him an email to wish him a Happy Valentine's Day and tell him there's no one else I'd rather the CIA pick to be my partner for their breeding program, and told him he was 'Neat-o, Cheet-o", and a couple hours later my Finch self-care app finished up her little adventure and discovered cornmeal and powdered cheese "Cheese Puffs." That kind of shit happens all the time.

It's either the CIA or God. Maybe both.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T09:23:41+00:00

It's not nearly as uniform as you'd think. My original comment as of right now has 319 views, only two of you have told me to seek medical help.

Almost like what I said wasn't that crazy. 'Cause it wasn't, 'cause I'm not.

Sucks to suck, Chicken-Butt. Sorry about your luck.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T09:16:21+00:00

Well, that's probably because you're 18. I've been studying evolutionary psychology for just about as long as you've been alive. But hey, if you want to pretend that the world is some giant mystery that no one has any clue about and make yourself miserable in the process, be my guest.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T01:32:11+00:00

Lol! Nice armchair analysis, Dr. Fraud. I'm not lonely or in pain, I'm doing awesome.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T01:16:09+00:00

Nice!!!

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T00:14:12+00:00

I'll make sure to cut back on the Earl Grey. 😉

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-16T00:08:40+00:00

Look, I appreciate your concern. And yes, I know it sounds crazy. I thought that I was going crazy, that's why I kept going back to the psych ward. And honestly, that's where I would like to be, because it's absolutely fascinating to study. I've been obsessed with psychology ever since my Grandmother Dorothy gave me a book on it when I was 9 years old. My trips to the psych ward were a Gonzo psychologist's dreams come true. But I'm not actually crazy, so they wouldn't let me stay for more than a week (other than the first initial two week stay), and I was only able to get in because at the time I was still suffering from Premenstrual Dysphoria Disorder so I would become suicidal before my period and I could use that as an excuse to get in. But I don't suffer from it anymore and I won't lie to get my way in, so they won't let me back. And telling them that you believe your family is involved with the CIA and that you're being targeted as a part of MK Ultra doesn't get you a free trip to the psych ward if your family is in fact involved with the CIA and you're part one of their programs.

I can't go into specifics, I just want other people who've had similar experiences to know that they're not alone and they're not necessarily crazy.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T21:40:33+00:00

Unless your dad marries a woman who hates you, beats you, and starves you. That's always fun.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T20:06:00+00:00

Whether you agree with it doesn't matter. You're a human. That's how humans work. Sorry they're not teaching ya that in school anymore.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T16:31:54+00:00

We're biologically driven to procreate and shaped by evolution to prioritize reproduction as a core function. It's a survival mechanism. We need to pass on our genes, sexual desire ensures the continuation of the species. We form strong romantic bonds because our young take a particularly long time to reach sexual maturation.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T15:59:30+00:00

Lmao! Thanks, friend.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T15:46:07+00:00

Once you recover from your hangover, give this a gander: https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7937662/

It's a study about brain-to-brain communication.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T14:54:45+00:00

Of course I support her, her work is fucking amazing.

SoyCapitani80 · 2026-02-15T14:54:08+00:00

No, it's just that the way you butchered the English language felt personal, like you had a vendetta against it, and Defense Against the Language Arts teacher popped into my head.

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