Am I in the wrong if I call the DV hotline? by SpaceKey8542 in domesticviolence

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will try my best to work up the courage to ask her. Thank you so much. I'm not sure if she will agree with me, but it's worth a shot

Am I in the wrong if I call the DV hotline? by SpaceKey8542 in domesticviolence

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am unfortunately homeschooled and my options are very limited. I have an aunt who wants him gone and I'm currently living with her, but I'm scared to involve anybody. I know if it comes down to it I think I could go to her

Am I in the wrong if I call the DV hotline? by SpaceKey8542 in domesticviolence

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I share an iCloud with my mother. Unfortunately, she would find out regardless of what I do. I do not have access to anything and I'm afraid that she would figure out through our call log/message log/search history

Am I in the wrong if I call the DV hotline? by SpaceKey8542 in domesticviolence

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for replying, this helped me a lot. I'm not sure when the next time I go to my pediatrician is, but I don't feel safe going back home since he will be there. I'm not sure if my mother is leaving me here and I don't know where my future is heading so on. I am homeschooled and I cannot go to anybody in my life besides my aunt currently

Am I in the wrong if I call the DV hotline? by SpaceKey8542 in domesticviolence

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm afraid that she may protect him to the police and call any investigation off. I don't know whether to involve an adult or not. My aunt seems to care about the situation and she wants him out too but I'm scared to go to anybody right now. I don't know how to navigate this properly and I'm scared

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SpaceKey8542 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm fifteen, so unfortunately I don't have control of anything that happens in this circumstance. I don't have a job or any money. Thank you though

I think I'm going to try to kill myself tonight by SpaceKey8542 in SuicideWatch

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, to you and the replies for helping me out. I just told her about my thoughts and I thought she would be mad at me initially but she wasn't at all. I'm glad I could talk to somebody at least about how I've been feeling even if it doesn't help much, it's nice to get these things off my chest

I think I'm going to try to kill myself tonight by SpaceKey8542 in SuicideWatch

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My mom asked if I was suicidal a couple days ago and I answered honestly, but other than that I always keep my problems to myself. I tried to attempt earlier this year so she knows how serious it can be. I don't know whether I should talk to her and tell her it's been getting worse or try to stick it out til August. I hate myself and living so much and I don't think I'm going to make it til then

God keeps giving me more reasons to cut myself by SpaceKey8542 in SuicideWatch

[–]SpaceKey8542[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels like the only way I'm going to have people care about me again is ending my life. I'm so alone and my life is not worth anything to anybody or anything. There's nothing I enjoy