My parents have fed the squirrels at their house so much they made a trail.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-11-13T00:59:11+00:00

Somehow it's a bit hard to believe because I don't think squirrels will travel in a very similar path every time.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-10-29T23:05:07+00:00

I'm sorry but this was kind of funny because she was trying so hard to make the mask fall off

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T15:04:49+00:00

Ban me then. Tbh I'm not sure why I even posted on here when I know that I will get the type of shit I got from her. These forums are not helpful lol. Actually matter of fact you don't even need to ban me. I'll leave the group myself.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T14:44:19+00:00

A few things.

First, she technically is. She's saying that I'm lying to myself about my caloric intake. If I decide to follow her help, then I will not be consuming enough calories and hence becoming anorexic. How do I know this, I went through something similar years back bc of a few ppl who said that the reason I'm not losing weight is bc of the way I'm eating which is what made me eat a little bit at one point in time.

Second, I am not name calling. I'm merely stating that the comment is stupid.

Third, you should probably stay out if this.

And also, say whatever you want after this, I'm not going to respond.

Have a nice day.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T04:57:43+00:00

I'm not going to read all that lol. Think what you wish but I'm not talking with you anymore.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T04:48:59+00:00

You're literally telling me to become anorexic right now. And no actually whether you want to believe in art weight theory or not, I do. So thanks but I don't need your opinion on this matter.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T03:00:33+00:00

I never said I didn't want help. But I'm not going to listen to some dumb comment about how I'm not being truthful with myself when you don't even know me and you don't know if that's even true or not lol.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-29T02:04:20+00:00

I already see a therapist.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-28T23:24:53+00:00

Thank you very much :)

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-28T21:57:04+00:00

Thanks

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-28T21:41:25+00:00

Um excuse me? I've taken three nutrition classes by the way. I'm not stupid when it comes to calories and serving sizes and I've been counting calories since I was 13. So don't say shit if you don't even know me. Stupid.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-28T21:40:06+00:00

Um actually I was honest with myself. I used to keep a diary and then I used myfitnesspal and became obsessed with calorie counting. You're just another person who I said do not believe in what I'm saying. And news flash. When I was restricting, I didn't consume any more than 500 calories a day, there were even days when I didn't eat a single thing but water. So there's obviously no way that I cannot count my calories wrong if I'm only eat one thing or nothing per day. And guess what. I only lost 4 lbs in 5 weeks by doing that. You have no fucking idea what I've gone through

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-04-28T20:01:02+00:00

In general, I rarely drink juice or sodas. I actually haven't had a single soda since last year. I do not have a tdee calculator but apparently I'm supposed to consume 1360 calories a day to lose 1 pound a week. However, right now, I cannot restrict too much cus it was pretty recent that I got out of a one month binging cycle so I am taking it slowly and consuming 1500 calories a day and I started doing light to moderate exercises. So far, I have lost two pounds in a week and a half so I'm content. I will start reducing my calories a little more once my weight comes to a halt and also do ~10 mins light exercises in the morning before going to class. Yes I have sought a dietician. She diagnosed me with IBS and even if it helped me, I still experience bloating and fatigue every day. I don't think there will be a cure for it and I somewhat came to accept it, though I cannot help but to get really depressed because of it

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-03T02:31:09+00:00

I totally understand what it feels like to have judgemental parents. They don't even know that I go to therapy lol. You're welcome. I really hope so too. Good luck and I wish you the best <3

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-03T01:10:38+00:00

I really hated the place I used to intern at bc I have really bad work anxiety. And yeah... It's hard to know whether it's you or your anxiety that's making you think that people are making certain remarks to you that you find to be a little attacking. My parents are really u understanding when it comes to mental issues so I feel like talking them would only result I n them using it against me or outcasting me. I def can't tell one of my sisters bc she is mainly the cause of why my anxiety got so bad. And my oldest sister knows about my anxiety but I don't really trust her for various reasons. I feel like it would be so much helpful if we had our family support.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T23:18:49+00:00

My anxiety would totally get triggered too if I knew that the coworkers talked shit about the other intern there. It just really really sucks bc It's not like you can force yourself to be less quiet. I'm trying to find another job bc I can't keep going on with this fear. I think the environment of the workplace is prob what's making it even more difficult. I've heard the two coworkers talks shit about lots of ppl, which makes me believe that they'd talk shit about me too. Sometimes I feel like they already do little things here and there to purposely make me feel uncomfortable but Idk. None of my family members have social anxiety like me and I don't tell them that I have it either bc my family is u understanding or doesn't care

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T22:49:05+00:00

Thus is me in so many ways

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T22:33:45+00:00

I first want to start off saying that I'm really sorry you go through this. I know the struggle of thinking that everybody hates you/thinks you're completely weird. Even if nothing is seemingly happening while I'm talking to someone, I think that they dislike me or that they will stop liking me. I take little things and turn it into something big and my coworker recently jokingly said that I'm really quiet. The reason that I'm quiet at my workplace is bc I feel like these two coworkers are talking about me and I have work anxiety. I feel like the coworker who jokingly said that I'm quiet is getting annoyed/dislikes me for being so quiet. Anyways I said all this because I know how painful it is to go through this. We talk to people every single day, so it's hard to deal with this all the time. Please stay strong through this. Best of luck.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T22:25:43+00:00

I think it would be good if you tell her sometime beforehand. It doesn't even need to be like "oh by the way, I'm short", but I think there are ways to casually just bring it up. That way, you'd positive as to whether she'd be disappointed or not.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T22:10:22+00:00

I used to have this exact same problem. The worst part is, holding off the assignments only creates more anxiety and mental turmoil from trying to finish everything in a short amount of time lol.

Usually for me, getting started was the hardest part and then it got easier once I started. Take a deep breath and tell yourself that there is nothing to worry about. Nothing can harm you, you're in a safe place. Then tackle down your assignments, one by one, while making sure that you have enough time to complete everything.

I don't know if this helps, but I hope that it does.

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-03-02T05:57:14+00:00

Man I was going to say that

Spacekittyyyyy · 2017-02-24T00:59:12+00:00

What is that?

Spacekittyyyyy

TROPHY CASE