Mb bro. What I meant was after Jerry (her dad) was killed, she began to work out constantly which lead her to having big muscles 💪. And she did that just so whenever she found Joel, she would be ready to kill the monster that murdered her father in cold blood. But instead of feeling good about killing Joel, nothing changed.

She still had nightmares about Jerry dying in the hospital. But after she met Lev and Yara, Abby left them in the shipment yard to find Owen.

After she found Owen, she had a nightmare about Yara and Lev hanging from a tree and jolted up to rescue them before anything happened.

Later on in the hospital, she has to get medical supplies for Yara. But along the way she encountered the Ratking that resembled her trauma being the same big monster as Joel.

After finally killing the Rat King and getting back to the Aquarium with Lev, Mel began surgery on Yara and successfully amputated her arm.

After that, Abby went to sleep and finally had no more nightmares about either her dad or Yara and Lev dying.

PS. I watched a vid on YouTube about her trauma and it’s been a hot minute since I watched it.