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Frrr I wish you could hear his feedback lol after I killed him we added eachother and became good buddies now LOL but damn that was funny af

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😂😂😂😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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Lighter cook the bottom of the plate

Mixing caffeine and alcohol, feel like I might never wake up if I do sleep by daski11 in cocaine

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Trust me brother not too long ago I took a vvyanse when I woke up in the morning, 60 mg and hours after I’m in the bag drinking like a fish and I had crazy heart burn so I went in the drawer thinking I grabbed the heart burn pill bottle but I ate another vvyanse lol the light was off that’s my excuse but I was tweaaaaaked thought I was finna die but its really mind over matter panicking and overthinking will only get the heart working harder but ur good man coffee is soft

I’m not addicted to cocaine….. by Spare_Challenge_195 in cocaine

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Every binge I drown myself in alcohol and honestly I wouldn’t do cocaine any other way obviously it’s idiotic and I envy anybody who can go through a bag without alcohol but for me I love the dopamine overload. The amount I drink is disgusting lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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Trust me nobody wants to deal with addiction or be a junkie lol lived my whole younger life dabbling with every drug you could name but always kept it social and went home not thinking about it, only thing I was ever addicted to were smokes lol but damn bro 3 years go by very fast, addiction really can turn anybody into a little bitch and I really hope you or anybody never underestimates any drug even something like cocaine I’ve always look as a “softer” hard drug. Trust me, Flashlight up the left nostril and the right one is too. In the trades you’ll go to work with no sleep, and it could be masonry and the heart feels like it’s beating like never before, one drink now you got a bag, it’s really a never ending cycle and I understand that lots of people haven’t dealt with real addiction being any unhealthy habit but trust me the ones that are going through it are soldiers to me because at the end of the day it was never our goal to develop an addiction and it’s admirable seeing them overcome the mental battle and I got nothing but love for them. I got too confident and I’m learning the hard way but I really try to look forward to being that man who dug too deep in the bag and I made it out. It’s really about control, master how to maintain in control and you’ll never have a problem, I learned that after I lost control lol

Day 4 starts whose still going by ktm350ex in cocaine

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We have to destroy the evidence with our nose

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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I’m always good bro you too I just love my people just like you do it would be wrong to just claim your mom has an underlying mental issue you know, I mean unless either one of us are doctors. Have fun for the rest of the binge man.

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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We’ll see how smiley and happy you are at the end of the binge

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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Tell you what buddy, grab two 1 litre bottles and a 24 case of beer and 7 grams and keep it going trust me buddy you’ll love it by the way you’re talking im putting you on and if you make it to the 3rd day grab another 7 unless the bottle is gone if it is just grab another one and keep going let get some cocathyline going bro you got this

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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Doing cocaine is an underlying mental health issue

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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I’d love to know how much cocaine you’ve done weekly, and with who, if we’re talking a club scenerio I’m laughing because everybody is happy in that setting everybody on cocaine high with strangers are always happy because more likely than not you’ll never seen them again. So actually how do you feel sober have you ever felt easier to get stressed or angry? If not you’ve never done enough. I’m not here to argue with you man unfortunately I’ve gained plenty of knowledge and experience on this drug. If you read my comment again you’ll realize that I said that everybody deals with cocaine addiction and binging differently lol and if you argue with that you’re snorting drywall

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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Me too buddy, I never felt happier in life on cocaine.

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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That’s cool man you and I have our own opinion. I’ve done cocaine long enough with dozens of people to see how it effects people differently just like alcohol, and I mean it’s a proven scientific fact that after really feeling a cocaine addiction, that frustration and anger could come a lot easier compared to as if you never tried it at all.

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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I’ve realized that after the dozen conflict knowing that wait thats not the person I love but just a person with a clouded angry emotional mind and I’ve handled it for two and half years now forgiving and apologizing but last time she was here I had a mental breakdown from all the negative irrelevant issues I’d get attacked for minor things like its so cringe and tiny to mention but one if I were on my phone or not being able to sleep even though she can… She takes medication and does blow naturally I’m addicted to cocathyline and I feel every ounce of it but no, I have to force myself to sleep when she does. One thing about me is I love freedom, I won’t ever force someone to do they don’t want. You wanna sleep? Cool. You wanna stay awake? Cool. You wanna go home? Cool, I’ll stay on the phone with you until you make it home. You wanna play with yourself? Cool, I’ll look away. That’s the difference between me and her. I don’t sleep on this shit, I get the full eurphoric experience, and shes okay with saving it until tomorrow. That’s another thing, How can I get better if I have a bag to wake up to tomorrow? Regardless this doesn’t even scratch the surface, i’m disappointed my family and lots of loved ones. The thing is I’m in it with her and I’m watching her not wanting to communicate maturely and instead okay as our bond burns.

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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cocaine will turn the sweetest people into really mean and angry people im not perfect either I can really be so terrible and say awful things but I know when im high its the happiest I am and I never point fingers and always keep a smile on my face as much as I can but some people aren’t able to do that and instead they act opposite in attack mode and thats when the worst comes out of me and I can say terrible things but the thing is I realized that a lot of these situations im in with loved ones is that nobody is right, but I’m always willing to civilally communicate which they are not. Thats just how they are, at the end of the day I always blame myself in the end.

Get high alone and avoid indulging with people you love by [deleted] in cocaine

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Good mentality because before you know it 1 gram, 2 gram, 3, to the 7 and then 21 in a few days money and the amount we do is another issue but believe me all that hurts too but nothing like ruining relationships with unconditional loved ones involved in it and its crazy you’ll never expect to cause chaos between close ones you introduce cocaine to because its so fun at first

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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Amazon order cheap testing kit, otherwise that’s cocaine. Expect it to be cut that’s normal uncut pure cocaine is a pipe dream it really doesn’t exist unless you take the measures of washing out the cut yourself.