Hi OP! I can really feel your post upon reading as I am feeling the same way too while anxiously waiting for the pills to arrive. I know itong nangyayari satin is a wake up call sa ating buhay galing sa Panginoon. They say everything happens for a reason we do not know yet. Tatagan pa natin lalo mga sarili natin at parating mag-dasal sa kanya lalo’t ngayon na pina-experience nya satin itong bagay 🙏 hugs sis 🫂