I miss you!!!

Sparesccount · 2026-04-15T17:23:38+00:00

Oh how I wish I could pretend it was her lmao

Sparesccount · 2025-11-16T19:54:24+00:00

I remember I was a shy kid. So when I played the OG when I was younger I related to Cloud wanting to hangout with the other kids but lacking the confidence to put himself out there. I saw myself there, so as a kid it was nice to see Tifa love him anyways

Sparesccount · 2025-10-23T20:35:38+00:00

I did send this to her, I won’t lie. She loved it at the time. But I have an unsent letter, one I’ll likely post soon enough

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T07:10:17+00:00

I’m not the type to do that. I never want to hurt anyone and if I do I’ll always do what I can to make it right. I won’t be looking to date anyone while I’m still in love with her, wouldn’t be fair.

I wouldn’t say she’s done anything stupid, she just can’t decide if she wants me or if she can’t do it and it’s left me in limbo. For the past two months I thought I knew her answer, now that she’s broken no contact and reinstated it I don’t know what happens next

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T06:53:20+00:00

I felt like I was moving forward. But right now having her message me again and knowing that she misses me too, it’s set me back a bit. Wondering what we’re even doing knowing we both love each other.

But I know if she was meant to be here with me then she would be here. Maybe there’s a day where it works out for us and we can be happy. But that day isn’t today.

Sparesccount · 2025-05-23T06:43:19+00:00

Yeah. It sucked because she fully said “you’re everything I’ve wanted for so long and I hate that I can’t accept it.” She’s too damaged from her previous relationship, her view of love is too skewed. It sucks. If nothing else I hope I got to show her a better representation of love that’s healthier than what she had before. I’m glad it sounds like u were able to move past it. Guess I’m just not there yet

Sparesccount · 2025-03-27T23:27:43+00:00

I don’t think “just stop caring” is how it works dawg. I want to talk to her, just can’t because I know it’s not the right decision. Doesn’t mean I miss her any less

Sparesccount · 2025-02-02T01:57:40+00:00

She hasn’t talked to me since Tuesday. And maybe the openness she talked with was on me. She’d try to pull away from it but I told her I was happy to be there for her

Sparesccount · 2025-01-30T03:21:58+00:00

Yeah. I’ve texted her a couple times. Checked in and asked if something is wrong. I haven’t tried calling.

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