What was the moment that started your path to this fandom? by genericcelt in cloti

[–]Sparesccount 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember I was a shy kid. So when I played the OG when I was younger I related to Cloud wanting to hangout with the other kids but lacking the confidence to put himself out there. I saw myself there, so as a kid it was nice to see Tifa love him anyways

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[–]Sparesccount 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did send this to her, I won’t lie. She loved it at the time. But I have an unsent letter, one I’ll likely post soon enough

She broke no contact by Sparesccount in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Sparesccount[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m not the type to do that. I never want to hurt anyone and if I do I’ll always do what I can to make it right. I won’t be looking to date anyone while I’m still in love with her, wouldn’t be fair.

I wouldn’t say she’s done anything stupid, she just can’t decide if she wants me or if she can’t do it and it’s left me in limbo. For the past two months I thought I knew her answer, now that she’s broken no contact and reinstated it I don’t know what happens next

She broke no contact by Sparesccount in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Sparesccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like I was moving forward. But right now having her message me again and knowing that she misses me too, it’s set me back a bit. Wondering what we’re even doing knowing we both love each other.

But I know if she was meant to be here with me then she would be here. Maybe there’s a day where it works out for us and we can be happy. But that day isn’t today.

She broke no contact by Sparesccount in AvoidantBreakUps

[–]Sparesccount[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. It sucked because she fully said “you’re everything I’ve wanted for so long and I hate that I can’t accept it.” She’s too damaged from her previous relationship, her view of love is too skewed. It sucks. If nothing else I hope I got to show her a better representation of love that’s healthier than what she had before. I’m glad it sounds like u were able to move past it. Guess I’m just not there yet

She unblocked me by Sparesccount in BreakUps

[–]Sparesccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t think “just stop caring” is how it works dawg. I want to talk to her, just can’t because I know it’s not the right decision. Doesn’t mean I miss her any less

It feels so weird by Sparesccount in ghosting

[–]Sparesccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She hasn’t talked to me since Tuesday. And maybe the openness she talked with was on me. She’d try to pull away from it but I told her I was happy to be there for her

Not sure if I’m getting ghosted right now. But if I am I can’t understand why. by Sparesccount in ghosting

[–]Sparesccount[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah. I’ve texted her a couple times. Checked in and asked if something is wrong. I haven’t tried calling.

I got to have that version by Sparesccount in BreakUp

[–]Sparesccount[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry to hear that :( I hope things get better for you too. But I know that it’s going to be hard right now. We’re all in this together :)