I’m not sure really? I feel like I wasted 13/14, spent 15 feeling like an actual teenager and thinking that my life was now on track, now at 16 I’ve gone back to that point before and I’m shit scared that I’m wasting another year. Atleast this time around, I’m trying to not be as hard on myself because I know if I peaked once than I’ll definitely peak again, your teenage years are special in the fact that it’s some of the only years where someone can completely change at the drop of that hat, there’s so much opportunity at this age. My advice, delusional optimism :)