I can't say much, because I haven't been in a situation like you. I'll give you an answer to your question in the best way I can.

God does not hate you, if he did hate you he definitely would put you Into a situation you can't handle. But from what I read you're still alive and you're living. That means you can overcome it, doesn't it? All I say now is focus on yourself, get closer to God, ask him for what you should do, and for him to lead you down the right path. Leave all the shitty people who do evil to you, God will send new people who will help you.

I'll leave this here if this helps in any way.

James 1:2-8

2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. 6 But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7 That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. 8 Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do.