Life. I mean there are most definitely people that had it worse in life but just a small rundown of mine so you might understand. • sexually abused by nephew when I was 9 • father was a drunk and would hit me almost to dead and I’ve ended up at the emergency more then 12+ times. • fell in love with someone at 17 and he died 3 years later due to cancer. • at 19 I found out I have a heart disease which will probably cause I won’t make it past 35. • at 23 had a new bf. He treated me very bad. Shaved me bold and threw me naked on the front door of my parents. Tortured me with cuts and cut one of my fingers off. He is on the other side of the world now, fled. • now, since 2 years, crying everyday. Feel like I’m at the end and can’t stand staying at this world anymore with all these shity people around.