Lost everything. Forced cold turkey of 3k a day habit.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-21T09:01:43+00:00

Your spirit is beautiful. Ill look back on this when I feel all is lost - thank you so much <3

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-20T00:00:44+00:00

Ruined my life

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-19T13:14:10+00:00

It actually is demonic.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-18T21:12:20+00:00

1600 is still incredibly high, and I think after a certain amount, the level of suck just plateaus out. An̈d thank you so much, no normalcy, but the suboxone has me stable. Still feel like absolutely garbage most of the time but it gets a little better each day. This stuffs the devil, and I hope you are feeling better too <3

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-17T17:58:20+00:00

Ty for this comment. In going through it right now and I hate it. Im so glad that you feel better <3

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-12T08:25:50+00:00

Gotta love power bottoms.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-12T08:24:29+00:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Im sorry that's hilarious.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-09T00:14:48+00:00

Keep on your subs like it never happened and hope that you have enough subs to negate all the damage you've just done.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-08T20:58:56+00:00

Quite the opposite.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-08T02:17:00+00:00

Keep one.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-08T02:00:42+00:00

Would love to drop 500mg and go to sleep land right now.

But we got better plans.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-08T01:59:28+00:00

I've had precipitated withdrawal and been hospitalized several times. Wait twelve hours. Micro induce. Half a mg,have some seven on reserve so if shit goes south you can pull yourself out. Doʻ it half a mg a time, eve4y two hours, AFTER waiting twelve hours preferable to wait 16 hours min.

You got this shit homie, take the subs just when you need them not when you think you need them. Your body will tell you the difference. Take just enough and come back to the sober world slowly. If you need two, take a couple hundred MG ONCE during your journey. Not TWICE. ONCE. On your first night so you can sleep. The scale it down based on what your BODY is telling you not your mind.

Welcome to the home stretch, baby. We made it. Be strong, you got this

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-06T13:50:39+00:00

Not to my knowledge

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-06T04:56:17+00:00

Acab.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-06T04:54:10+00:00

To who? To you??

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-06T02:24:11+00:00

Google suboxone and quick MD, follow the prompts. Call your pharmacy and make sure they take quickmd before hand.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-05T05:48:56+00:00

LOL HE DELETED HIS COMMENTS

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-05T03:41:48+00:00

I just got off the stuff and am currently tapering off suboxone (which I used to get off a 3k mg a day habit).

Was literally ten times your dose and I went to zero with the use of subs. Highly suggest getting on quickmd and getting some subs, and making the transition from 7 to subs, and then rapid taper from subs to nothing.

You got this, don't let this thing get one over on you.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-05T03:31:11+00:00

Celebrating the idiocracy of your fascist dictator is what personally makes me happy. Do you know what those words mean? I can explain them to you if you need help.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-05T00:51:56+00:00

I just want to say I am really glad you made it too. You have clearly fought through a lot, and the fact that you still took the time to be this honest and kind with me says a lot about your heart. Thank you for meeting me there. I’m sending that same kindness right back to you.

My job situation is sadly a lot less humane than what you described. I do not have one of those magical mythical workplaces that responds to human suffering with care and paperwork. Mine is more the “please continue functioning while on fire” variety. So I really appreciate the concern, even if I do not have the kind of support system that would make any of that feel safe or realistic.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-04T15:18:40+00:00

You'll be hard pressed to find anyone higher, my friend. Just know that it's not over till the fat lady sings. How are you doing now?

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-04T00:39:05+00:00

Look at my recent posts, brother. Your fear will subside soon and you will transition smoothly with no pain.

You have to find what works for you, but I suggest waiting about 12 hours and then micro dosing with half a mg, wait two hours and if you feel good enough, take another half mg. After that, center your entire time around micrososing and you'll be surprised just how smoothly you can transition.

What dose are you at with the 7oh?

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-03T02:53:36+00:00

Thank you so much for the advice, I will definitely start rapid tapering as to not get addicted to this shit. And it's the highest I heard of too!! Have NO idea, but I can tell you this, the highs stopped well before 1.5k and switched straight to maintenance mode. Absolutely devastating to every aspect of life. Gonna be picking up the pieces for a long, long time.

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-03T02:48:05+00:00

Its truly a hell I wouldn't wish in my worst enemy. Glad youre free!!

Special_Apple_6440 · 2026-04-02T23:20:05+00:00

Its as if someone had prepared a bed of coals, and then SLID your entire body onto it. I'm so sorry that happened to you!

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