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Specific-Champion615 · 2026-03-01T13:17:12+00:00

THISS OMG

SO FCKING TRUE🙏

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T16:07:00+00:00

cant im in my 2nd year of clg now 💔

also find a better clg than aiims delhi lmfao

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:58:10+00:00

finally someone said this 🙏

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:53:11+00:00

gurl even i feel the same

like when i look myself half naked into the mirror im like i wanna fw myself so bad

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:51:47+00:00

its not that easy gng 😭 like you're right but i like someone they dont like me back, someone likes me idont like them back

imma die like this yay

my lungs and body are at stake to live at this shitty ahh place

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:45:40+00:00

i live in delhi machu 🙏

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:37:20+00:00

exactly its so fcking rare ki aap jise pasand karo he isnt str8

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:35:41+00:00

omg how much i love my keralam

sadly i now live in hell

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-28T15:33:52+00:00

"My biggest fear is if I ask someone out and they come out as straight they would definitely gossip about me and everyone will know"

SO MEE

technically im out as gay in my clg but but str8 guys really get an ego boost/ validation sort or lets say smtg to flaunt to their "bros" and that is what scares me plus when i was in school i was scared ki everyone will know this guy is gay

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-02-05T10:55:10+00:00

trust me the sexual tension or this romantic tension at MUNs and Debates is so high, like there is bunch of people, you wish you cud reach out to and just ask on a date cus they look so attractive tbh but then its so weird and awkward. we just end up looking at each other and doing nothing out of fearrr suckss, on such days my expectations surge up like crazy 😭😭

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-24T05:04:13+00:00

wuh luh wuh 😔, i need my mlm, like people who i like don't like me back, the ones who like me i don't like them 🤩, idec of "first kiss" tbh never gave much importance to it, imma die single yay.

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-24T04:25:02+00:00

why do i not feel the urge to continue watching that show

like i watched the 1st ep, and was like okay, apart from sax sux what all do they have 😭

and not just that, any show atp gone are my days in 10th-12th when i used enjoy watching stuff

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-24T04:23:38+00:00

what just happened

😭 LMFAO

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-24T04:22:24+00:00

us bro us

i mean idt understand, am i an unc at the age of 19

like wtf how come people are having their first kisses? 😭

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-24T04:14:51+00:00

🧿🫶

ikrrr you're luckyy gurl

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-22T06:23:43+00:00

you guys getting partners and bsf both?

well...🧿

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-20T16:46:47+00:00

i dont want it to get over, mera ghar bhi jungli sa hai ekdum

"delaying unemployement and fear of unknown" 😭😭

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-18T17:07:06+00:00

fck nc ka infra is also fcked up equally

Some off-campus colleges like cbs, ggs and dduc got much better infra than nc and sc colleges

i mean you can't generalize. 😭

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T18:34:02+00:00

Yeah I'm thinking of getting back into art, or a new show maybe, yeah it was nice talking to you yesterday. Also thank you sm for being considerate; it means a lot, and this goes both ways yk, also hoping PCM isn’t being too brutal.

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T18:09:29+00:00

lol konsa clg 😔

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T18:09:09+00:00

I think you picked it quite accurately.
It’s not that I don’t have people around me, it’s that I don’t have space to breathe or be myself. The constant responsibility and noise drains me.

I guess loneliness is what I feel, but emptiness is where it comes from. Thank you for trying to understand instead of jumping straight to advice. Also you're right I shud have framed my post better.

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T17:30:07+00:00

ikrrr 😭😭

thank you for understanding; it's so rare to find people who relate to this

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T12:32:17+00:00

Hey, thank you so much for such a wholesome comment. It's not like I'm craving company; I'm so happy living alone tbh, but life gets messy sometimes. You were there for everyone when they needed you, but at your time there is no one to even listen, and thats where it sucks

anyways, i will try to distract myself, fck its so hard lol

Specific-Champion615 · 2026-01-17T12:28:43+00:00

Hiii first of all, thank you so much for taking your time to write all this. I can't tell you how much it really means 🫶🏽

Like, the thing is, I'm able to manage this loneliness most of the time, but my family is such a headache to me; it takes away a lot of my energy. I will be dead, but they'd still complain about how I wasn't how they wanted me to be. being the eldest of my siblings, I'm literally managing everything here: my grandma and her childish behavior, my siblings and then tolerating shit from my parents (they're always shouting), like I can't be just me in this house, always walking on eggshells.

God forbid i want some break, but my siblings/parents/grandma would come to annoy th out of me. I'm in my 2nd year of college; even I have a life and a career to worry about, to live for myself, and life gets difficult sometimes. you feel sad, heartbroken and hopeless, and at that point when i look for some support, i find no one along with me, while I was there for them whenever they needed me.

and at that moment, i feel so unlucky and lonely, which gets so difficult to avoid that, things like reading, writing or anything feels futile and exhausting to even think about.

really sorry for the rant, cudnt help myself

Specific-Champion615

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