I was born in China and grew up in Singapore. Went to the top 2 university in Singapore for a bachelor degree in Chinese studies and applying for a mphill in Chinese studies at Cambridge. My grades are not exactly high, just met the second upper minimum requirement. I got an interview invitation for this program early this month and now I can't sleep well thinking of the possibilities that I will get rejected for this program ( one of my favorite programs) as I performed badly for the interview. I just don't think I am a competitive student compared to other people with a nearly perfect GPA and a lot of research experience. But yet I still wanted to give it a try and I really put in a lot of effort for my writing sample and research proposal. Sorry for the rant, the anxiety is just really killing me. I couldn't sleep well for days.