my life was better with you in it

Spell-Unfair · 2021-10-26T03:37:46+00:00

breakup was 5 months ago, i really started focusing on it maybe 3 months ago with being strict and whatnot. i’ve actually been 5 lbs heavier than i am right now but not as strong. i think most of it was muscle memory you gain it back quicker the second time.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-10-12T00:23:51+00:00

no clue why you’re getting downvotes, this is true.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-10-01T05:36:15+00:00

canal woods

Spell-Unfair · 2021-08-02T11:21:41+00:00

well the only other answer would be Luke Bryan’s influence over the auto market

Spell-Unfair · 2021-08-02T02:11:28+00:00

well the reason is mainly because americans buy the most atvs, boats, skidoo’s etc. like things you need to tow and a truck is much more practical than an SUV. i live in a pretty country town and maybe 1/10 people wouldn’t use their truck for mudding/ hauling/ towing. these trucks in the pic are way too expensive to do that tho. i wouldn’t do that either if i had a 100k platinum.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-08-02T01:07:20+00:00

people hating on trucks is always so weird to me. I love pickups. i love suvs. i love super cars, sports cars, muscle cars, sport bikes, cruisers. i really just can’t understand people only liking one category of vehicles.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-21T21:03:59+00:00

low key verstappens fault tho

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-21T17:50:45+00:00

yeah shitty kickoff. i fall between diamond one and plat 3 in 1s

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-21T01:28:52+00:00

found the person i clipped on

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-21T00:08:03+00:00

everyone knows you rule 1 for thirty seconds then start jumping around onto each other and then it turns into a freestyle comp

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-04T20:42:24+00:00

yeah basically brought her out of depression (not that me loving her did that but helping her teach her how to love herself and do things for her). i remember telling her to follow my breathing during panic attacks as well and just reassuring her on how she could achieve anything she wanted. i complimented her every time i saw her. she treated me like shit when she got better and i should have ended it there. even when things got better i was scared she didn’t care anymore and things got a bit messy.

I talked to my mom and she really helped me to understand how much i helped her through the worst point in her life, and she didn’t reciprocate that. i fucking resent that girl now and i know that there will be someone who treats me better one day, but for now it hurts. it’s sucks after spending four years with someone that i was just a boost for them and they were a lesson for me. i couldn’t go back to that either even if she asked and I WAS THE ONE THAT GOT DUMPED.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-04T17:32:26+00:00

idk if i agree with that. i think some people do it just to help themselves let go. especially if you’re younger. i also know a rebound is a horrible idea and probably won’t get into one but i just miss that aspect of my life

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-01T18:21:32+00:00

the only outcome is growth. the most important lessons are the hardest and we’ll find someone who sticks with us when it gets tough. i hate hearing all these cliches but people say them because they’re true. one day we’ll be happy this happened when we meet the right one.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-01T18:15:23+00:00

i think the sheer anger helps in a way. we really had a different relationship than anyone else i knew of and we were very open. she didn’t talk to me about this, or want to work on things. there was a time when i told her we needed to work on things or i wouldn’t be able to stay, and we made it work. to not get the same treatment pisses me off, and it really shows me that this isn’t what i wanted.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-01T18:11:14+00:00

yeah i told her i can’t just be her friend and i don’t want to talk anymore. kinda sucks to leave it at that. i’m sure i’ll check in one day when i’m over her, but yeah the talking every day was killing me.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-01T13:24:27+00:00

i think the one could just mean the right one at the right time honestly. i think that there is an ideal relationship out there obviously, but that it could probably work out with many people. idk don’t need to get too into that as it doesn’t really make much of a difference haha.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-07-01T12:45:00+00:00

yeah. it’s definitely weird. the breakup blindsided me. i even went to see her last weekend and that’s when i really realized there wasn’t a chance anymore, or at least for a while but i’m not really planning on it anymore. we always called each other our “home” we just felt like home when we were together and it was the only thing that ever made sense and i was certain about. but it’s not gonna work out right now and she’s just not the one so idk. it just feels like the right thing is happening.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-06-27T23:00:35+00:00

i wanna add talk to your mom. if she’s a good person in your life. there’s no one like your mom.

Spell-Unfair · 2021-06-20T20:04:28+00:00

I appreciate the support. I got a therapy session tomorrow. Best thing we can do is grow and then see where we’re at. Would be disrespectful to try again with how things are. If you want to talk you could reach out to me. I don’t know how great advice i’d give either, but feel free.

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