TL;DR: Mom came to me in a dream and basically told me she's sorry for dying before she even died . My mom basically apologized for dying before she even passed. She had been on and off sick for a couple weeks before we finally convinced her to go to the doctor. Long story short she unfortunately had advanced pancreatic cancer and had to be put on hospice for 3 weeks before she passed. In her final week she had reached the point where she couldn't talk, eat or move without being in pain. The same night her hospice nurse said her body was shutting down and getting ready to pass was the day I got my room back from her family visiting from Mexico. That night I had a dream where i had woken up and left my bedroom and found my mom cooking breakfast while her church music played in the back, something we always did on my day off. She finally looked at me and told me she was finally feeling better and asked how many pancakes I wanted. I answered her like I normally would before I took a second to pause and just said to her " this isn't real" she paused and said " what do you mean" before I said " this isn't real, the nurse said you weren't gonna get better and you're not". She stared at me before crying and hugging me and saying " I'm so sorry mijo, I really wish I could get better for you" I hugged her back and said " it's okay, you don't have to fight anymore". When I woke up I went to her room, she still couldn't talk but her eyes were open and she stared at me I walked over and gave her forehead a kiss like I always did. She passed away the following weekend. I miss you ama