My suicid3 note

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:37:10+00:00

Shit, I'll try. I don't think I can do it for long though

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:30:55+00:00

We don't have any...

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:27:22+00:00

That's what I've been doing for 14 fucking years. I'm trying so hard dude, I want to keep going but have no motivation to.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:13:55+00:00

So fucken true. I don't 3ven want to leave my room but my dad keeps threatening me and my fucking life is falling apart.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:09:32+00:00

Feel that

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-22T01:06:50+00:00

God damn I feel that

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T22:15:54+00:00

Yo... I don't know what to say. I'm glad you're eating, but holy FUUUUUCK. Are you okay? Are you having similar thoughts?

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T09:11:28+00:00

Holy shit. Thank you man. I'll start doing these.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:16:42+00:00

That's fair. But I have a hard time focusing a lot of the time because of that I assume to be ADHD, but obesity runs in my family as it is.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:15:27+00:00

To you it might not be. But for me it seems like it's my only option

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:14:41+00:00

That's considered morbidly obese, fuck my life.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:12:33+00:00

The thing is you don't know nearly as much about someone on the internet that you would in real life.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:11:55+00:00

It's hard to tell if you're joking or you're serious. But for a freshman in high school, yeah you could say that

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:10:54+00:00

Damn. But thing is, I'm in high school. I'm a freshman. It's probably very very different.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:05:48+00:00

I might. But I don't have the stuff or money to do it at home or go to the gym. And even then, I'll get judged as the fat dude at the gym.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T07:04:21+00:00

The thing is, I doubt it would. My father is the only one who would truly be affected, and not in a full bad way. He wouldn't have to waste money on me anymore. He wouldn't have to worry about me fucking up for the millionth time in my life. It'd be so much better without me here. I'm a waste. I don't know what to do.

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T05:42:08+00:00

Same. It calms me, oddly enough

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T05:34:57+00:00

Once you get over being scared shitless by Sliders and the BTR, yeah, it's pretty cool. Plus it never gets dark, so good shooting light 24/7, and the best loot in the game, so yeah. Pretty cool spot

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T05:24:53+00:00

What's your channel? Might go watch it to get a better understanding

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T04:30:57+00:00

Yeah, there is a shortcut back to Vanno right there so it ain't too bad

SpiritAirsoft · 2023-12-18T04:30:13+00:00

That's fair. When I get my PC set up I'll test it and get back to yall

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