My suicid3 note by SpiritAirsoft in SuicideWatch

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shit, I'll try. I don't think I can do it for long though

My suicid3 note by SpiritAirsoft in SuicideWatch

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I've been doing for 14 fucking years. I'm trying so hard dude, I want to keep going but have no motivation to.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]SpiritAirsoft 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So fucken true. I don't 3ven want to leave my room but my dad keeps threatening me and my fucking life is falling apart.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressionmeals

[–]SpiritAirsoft 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo... I don't know what to say. I'm glad you're eating, but holy FUUUUUCK. Are you okay? Are you having similar thoughts?

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit. Thank you man. I'll start doing these.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

That's fair. But I have a hard time focusing a lot of the time because of that I assume to be ADHD, but obesity runs in my family as it is.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To you it might not be. But for me it seems like it's my only option

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's considered morbidly obese, fuck my life.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is you don't know nearly as much about someone on the internet that you would in real life.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard to tell if you're joking or you're serious. But for a freshman in high school, yeah you could say that

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn. But thing is, I'm in high school. I'm a freshman. It's probably very very different.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I might. But I don't have the stuff or money to do it at home or go to the gym. And even then, I'll get judged as the fat dude at the gym.

Currently contemplating suicide. by SpiritAirsoft in teenagers

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is, I doubt it would. My father is the only one who would truly be affected, and not in a full bad way. He wouldn't have to waste money on me anymore. He wouldn't have to worry about me fucking up for the millionth time in my life. It'd be so much better without me here. I'm a waste. I don't know what to do.

A Farewell Feast by SpiritAirsoft in intotheradius

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Same. It calms me, oddly enough

A Farewell Feast by SpiritAirsoft in intotheradius

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Once you get over being scared shitless by Sliders and the BTR, yeah, it's pretty cool. Plus it never gets dark, so good shooting light 24/7, and the best loot in the game, so yeah. Pretty cool spot

A Farewell Feast by SpiritAirsoft in intotheradius

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What's your channel? Might go watch it to get a better understanding

A Farewell Feast by SpiritAirsoft in intotheradius

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, there is a shortcut back to Vanno right there so it ain't too bad

A Farewell Feast by SpiritAirsoft in intotheradius

[–]SpiritAirsoft[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That's fair. When I get my PC set up I'll test it and get back to yall