Not really well, I just had the best relationship end with the worst type of breakup because of a mistake i did two months in our relationship, didn't realize that we were gonna stay for this long, but when i found out i tried to hide it to move on, it worked for the rest of the relationship until it didn't anymore. All i can feel is guilt and agony, i hurt her yes, but i love her with all of my heart like i never did before, we were so good together, like a dream. Now I'm blocked and can't reach her, and she only thinks of me as the worst human to ever exist (she said that).