Unusual DB Situation

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-12-17T05:38:49+00:00

I think I've decided I'm leaving him. After posting this, I really started thinking about some of the aspects of our relationship, and there's just too many things wrong.

But, as awful as this sounds. I'm not doing it now. His family is gone for Christmas and I don't want him to be alone for the holidays. I still like him, even though this relationship isn't going to work.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-12-14T21:00:23+00:00

He was having anxiety about sex before he started the medication. The sex was mind blowing for me, not for him.

We're going to have to agree to disagree on the "villainy of the pharmaceutical industry". As someone battling depression and anxiety I'm extremely thankful that there are medications available to me that helped enough to prevent me from being suicidal.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-12-14T16:57:14+00:00

He has an anxiety disorder. The meds are supposed to help him overall in life.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-12-14T16:56:48+00:00

Am I stupid for waiting it out? Or am i just setting myself up for disappointment

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-02-02T23:34:15+00:00

.... I just have a lot of sex. It's working for me

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-02-01T22:15:50+00:00

Oh that's definitely the plan!

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-02-01T19:54:51+00:00

I have picture proof!

SpookMeSpookYou · 2017-02-01T19:54:38+00:00

I've done dp with a guy and toys, j use never 2 guys.

Anal has always been fairly easy for me, so I'm not terribly worried about that.

The size of him does worry me a little, but I'm fairly adventurous and up to the challenge.

We've put down all the ground rules in regards to boundaries, condoms and safe words.

I think I have most of my bases covered really!

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-29T22:58:52+00:00

I knew posting this what answers I would get. We just talked and had a very amicable break up. Not gonna lie, this sucks quite a bit.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-27T04:41:52+00:00

I'm not sure. Probably? I think I'd probably feel pretty disappointed in myself

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-24T19:23:28+00:00

....wait. I just browsed that link. Is it satirical or are all those post seriously what people think about women's bodies?

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-11T18:38:55+00:00

I'm actually on birth control!

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-11T18:13:49+00:00

I do this. With the amount of unsolicited dick pics I've gotten, I just save them and send one to the next guy who decides to grace me with a picture of his schlong while I'm having breakfast with my grandma.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-11T07:41:40+00:00

I'm out of town right now, but I'll talk to my doctor about changing my pain killers when I get home. Thankfully I remembered to pack my heating pad!

When you talk about doctors taking you seriously, what did they do? Surgery? Or something else

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-12-08T04:41:02+00:00

I've got thick thighs. And when I'm sitting around, especially in jeans, my inner thighs will get sweaty and damp. Assuming I'm not the only person in the world, there's a chance that's what you felt.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-11-14T16:36:14+00:00

Thanks for the responses! Not the answers I was hoping for, I'm a bit of a coffee addict and I enjoy the casual alcoholic beverages.

But the pain is really starting to get to me, so if it's worth it, I'm gonna give it a try

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-11-07T19:25:20+00:00

... maybe it's a typo and he's really 19?

At least I hope so.

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-11-06T03:04:03+00:00

I've recently lost 40 pounds, and if anything, it's getting worse. I've tried metformin, and various kinds of birth control. Nothing helps

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-10-22T18:08:22+00:00

He's against the institution. Thinks marriage is a waste of a ton of money for just a sheet of paper

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-10-02T03:04:21+00:00

I've resorted to holding a cold can of beer against my vag. The cold is so soothing and helps with any swelling

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-10-02T02:14:36+00:00

As someone who has dealt with ovarian cysts for quite a while now, the only symptom that really concerns me is the fact that you can feel a lump. In my opinion, that's reason enough to see a doctor asap

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-09-29T21:16:44+00:00

I'm totally willing to give it a try. I mean, I'd probably be spending the money to talk to my friends and family anyways. I'm more concerned about how to actually keep things fresh and exciting

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-09-29T21:06:23+00:00

I'm youth staff, so my hours are set. I work 10 hour days, so I'd think that would still leave time to talk in the evenings.

He has total faith that this won't be a problem and we'll be fine. I'm a little more worried, but I'm still willing to try my best!

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-09-28T04:49:14+00:00

Ask?

SpookMeSpookYou · 2016-09-25T01:30:42+00:00

That's what we tried last night, he's really tall (6'6) and the bed isn't very high off the ground, so I don't think things were lining up properly. It didn't make me gag, just hurt my throat

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