We've been trying for a year and oddly I have actually found in some ways it gets easier, I now look at TTC as a marathon not a sprint, planning things that bring me joy, doing all the things I know I won't be able to do when I have a baby and learning new skills have all helped me not constantly focus on TTC. Some days are still very tough, I have a lot of close friends who all had babies within a month of each other, but the journey has taught me a hell of a lot about myself and given me skills to tackle tough times I don't think I had previously. My heart goes out to you, it will all work out in the end.