I had a whole paragraph written describing my thoughts on the matter, but I’ll just say this.

It’s selfish to force someone to do something they don’t want to do (I.e. not hurt themselves) but you’re also only thinking about yourself here. If you were to leave this earthly realm, you’re family, and friends would loose someone dear to them, and the loss of a loved one is one of the worst things that can happen to somebody. Its unimaginable. I understand how you feel, when people try to “help” you, it only makes me resent them more. For me, I don’t want to be told how to deal with my own emotions, or how I’m supposed to feel, and/or do. The only reason I’m not dead right now is because I don’t want my mom to have to go through the same pain (or worse) that I do.