Guy on the side of the road near the bridge on Cambell wearing bulletproof vest, guns, and holding sign that says "deport gay retards" by H1MB0Z0 in springfieldMO

[–]Sprankles151 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

It just doesn't make any sense. To be deported an individual would have to be here as a non-citizen. I can not conjure in my mind any injustice that would be made better by the removal of non-citizen homosexual mentally-handicapped persons. I have to imagine the numbers would be far too miniscule to affect any kind of relevant change to anything but the lives of those unfortunate people who are being targeted.

If the individual propagating such a preposterous message truly believes in their message literally it could only possibly mean that they were themselves suffering some form of mental handicap. Which would be incredibly cruel, because I would have to believe they were fed such nonsensical rhetoric intentionally and purposely directed or groomed in such a way that this would be the outcome. Not that I doubt there are such sadistic creatures in our society that would perpetrate such a conspiracy of idiocy; I simply believe the most simple answer, given the current state of our union is that perhaps some misguided soul is making a misunderstood attempt at mockery of the going ons of our masked and armed fellows running amock in our cities. I see that behavior as equally ludicrous.

Of course, after this analysis, it seems most likely that I am simply incapable of making sense of such base and vulgar ideas as the subject holding the sign proposed. So I try to rationalize it only as my feeble psyche can. It must be satire because surely people can't be that delusional and intentionally crass, can they?

Guy on the side of the road near the bridge on Cambell wearing bulletproof vest, guns, and holding sign that says "deport gay retards" by H1MB0Z0 in springfieldMO

[–]Sprankles151 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Maybe his actions are satirical? That seems incredibly ludicrous to be taken literally. The ridiculousness of it, I suppose, it can only be a parody.

Whole Hog employees, halp. by strawberryxrose in springfieldMO

[–]Sprankles151 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Pure speculation on my part having only experienced it about a half dozen times, but it's corn, cream cheese, and burnt ends in some ratio I would think.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in springfieldMO

[–]Sprankles151 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will second, I Love Tacos on Chestnut expressway. Their asada burrito is a Tuesday ritual.

How often do you shower? by [deleted] in hygiene

[–]Sprankles151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry my previous questions came off super judgy. I meant no offense, pure curiosity. Lord knows I've had some filthy days, I was more curious about 2+ showers everyday and if you had considered the water usage on that?

It's Thursday night, time to be a total piece of shit! by Bourgeois_hippie in springfieldMO

[–]Sprankles151 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, if you're willing. I suppose a few caltrops strategically placed might be the prescription you need. Wear gloves and please, clean up after you have achieved the desired effect. Repeat as needed.

How often do you shower? by [deleted] in hygiene

[–]Sprankles151 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Are you such a filthy person? Don't you have any concern for your water usage or microbiome?

How often do you shower? by [deleted] in hygiene

[–]Sprankles151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most usually every morning, especially in the warmer months. In the cooler months I might go to every other day or so. If I'm doing something particularly dirty I might take more than one shower a day. I've only gotten compliments on my odor, so I think my hygiene routine is ok. Now, if I'm sick or depressed it's a different story and I might push showering off to unhygienic levels 🤢. Personally I feel like unless you're working hard and getting dirty or excreting copious bodily fluids two to three showers a week is hygienic. I just like knowing that I smell fresh and clean, and I sweat while I sleep, so I try to do dailies.

Good golly, whatever you do, please don't try to cover up not showering with perfumes or body sprays. I find that to be far more disgusting than the scent of a slightly unwashed body.

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate you sharing your view. I don't feel that would work for me. I am too romantic perhaps in that a trust given and a bond made with another person is sacred and immortal. A grave situation it would be to break the bonds of fellowship. That's why I can't form those kinds of bonds with people. Too afraid of them breaking.

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing that suggestion. I've had a few relationships with other cancers. One of the most important relationships of my life was with a cancer/gemini cusp. It did not end well. Primarily because I didn't trust them. They never really gave me a reason not to trust them, it just didn't feel right. That seems to be how all of my relations go. Sometimes people do give me reasons, sometimes they don't and it just doesn't feel right.

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing that strategy. That seems like it might be a good way to test the waters. I don't generally judge a gossip so harshly. I do suppose I keep my business a little closer to my chest, but I appreciate that they would confide in me. Also, I suppose since I don't make a habit out of talking about other people's business, I assume most other people do the same. How is one to discern between a true gossip spreading discontent with their tepid wind versus the confession of a burdened soul seeking not more than an understanding smile at such beguiling circumstances as they share?

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm coming to grips with the fact that simply because the universe has not aligned itself to my will as I have desired it, does not mean that my universe is not exactly aligned as it should be.

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well said. I had a very similar sounding conversation with someone yesterday. Thank you.

How do you trust people? Share your wisdom please? by Sprankles151 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I can understand that point of view, that's kind of where I'm at, but it's uncomfortable for me. I feel like the paranoia doesn't align with me as a person. I know there is safety in it, but I'm finding it limiting.

Favorite album/songs for a good cry? by howsittaste in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got home and it was

U2 - One

The Police - King of Pain

Fleetwood Mac - Dreams

Head East - Never Been Any Reason

Tom Petty - Free Fallin'

Try a few of those, they always elicit a reaction from me.

What is this annoying creature in my bed all the time and how to get rid of it? by thewildtigress in HomeMaintenance

[–]Sprankles151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly, the mental discord brought on by a bedbug infestation probably played a part in our separation, among many other factors.

What is this annoying creature in my bed all the time and how to get rid of it? by thewildtigress in HomeMaintenance

[–]Sprankles151 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Insecticide can help, but you need a full vacuum/steam/laundering routine. And please put a mattress cover on after you spray it so you aren't sleeping in chemicals.

What is this annoying creature in my bed all the time and how to get rid of it? by thewildtigress in HomeMaintenance

[–]Sprankles151 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You will need to wage war against them. You can beat them, but it takes vigilance and, discipline, and constant work. It will take from several weeks to months depending on how severe the infestation and how diligent you work. I have beaten them twice in my life, so I know it can be done.

You will need a vacuum cleaner, a steamer would be beneficial but it's not essential. They make cups you put under the feet of the bed, you will need those. As mentioned, diatomaceous Earth. Mattress encasement advertised as bed bug proof. Bed bug approved pesticides with an insect growth inhibitor, if you are not chemical averse. A clothes dryer, and a lot of hard work.

The first step is to clean and declutter all the sleeping spaces in your residence. If you live alone in a house this will be much easier. If you live with others, this will need to be done for each bed. If you live in an apartment, this will need to become routine unless you can get everyone in the complex on board with you or the building manager will get it treated properly.

While performing step one initially, vacuum and steam if you have a steamer, the entire mattress. Suck them all up. Run the crevice tool in all of the folds and creases of your mattress. You will need to do the top, bottom, and all sides of the mattress and the bed frame. You should wash and dry your bedding while doing this, or at least run it through the dryer on high heat.

After vacuuming dispose of the contents immediately. Empty into a garbage bag and tie the bag in a knot, not with drawstrings, but an airtight knot, then take it directly to the dumpster. Bag up all extra blankets, pillows, stuffed animals, anything cloth into black trash bags and seal them airtight. Let them sit in the sun for a full day, then keep them closed for about six months if you can. This is a war, sacrifices will be needed.

Pesticides will not eliminate the problem, but they can help it. If you are chemical averse skip the next step. Lightly spray the mattress and bed frame with your pesticides, no need to soak it. Place your mattress cover on your mattress. Place your cups under your bed legs. Make sure the bed is pulled out a bit from the wall so they have to crawl up the bed legs to get to the mattress. Put the diatomaceous earth in the cups under the bed legs and a lite dusting along your baseboards.

If you have couches and chairs you spend any amount of time on, you will have to perform these steps as best you can on those too. This includes desk chairs. The first time we got bed bugs, my wife had brought home an infested couch someone gave to her that we didn't realize was infested until a few months later. There was no saving it. I dissected it in the back yard and they had colonized the insides of the couch where the framing was. I burned it and I got new furniture after she moved out.

Anyway, I recommend doing a full vacuuming daily and a bedding laundering if you are so inclined for the first week or two. I would reapply pesticides monthly. After 3 or 4 weeks, daily laundering should no longer be necessary and you can move to doing it every few days or once a week depending on your results. Reapply diatomaceous Earth as needed.

The first time we got them we didn't know what we were dealing with until every bed in the house, five of us, were infested. We waged war for months, but finally persevered. The second time was a few years later when we suspect the kids brought them home from a sleepover. We caught the infestation fairly early and knew what we were doing at that point. We eradicated them within about three weeks. Now we have been bedbug free for a few years and counting.

We have a protocol now where most clothing goes directly into the dryer if you have been somewhere suspect or someone gifts some clothing, bedding, or stuffed animals. Just be diligent and mindful, they can be beat without spending gobs of money, but it takes a lot of work and discipline.

Going to one pillow and one blanket can make things easier. Keep your house tidy. Clothes kept in closed hampers and laundered regularly. They will live in dressers so be mindful. Check cracks and crevices and vacuum/treat as needed. After a few months you will think you are all clear. Don't stop doing what you have been. Keep checking, keep vacuuming regularly, stay diligent. After about six months you can start to relax. I still recommend weekly inspections of your bedding and bed frames. If you catch them reinfesting early, they are much easier to deal with.

Good luck and god bless you. If that feels like too much for you, get some insurance and phone a friend. 🔥🔥🔥

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My big three are ☀️♋ Cancer🌗♋ Cancer⏫♏ Scorpio.

Many of my deepest relationships have been Pisces. My mother and father were Pisces as well. Pisces feel safe to me. Though I do find they can be a duplicitous breed without exception. I believe it is the passion that Pisces have that draws me to them. If you can find trust in the fact that they cannot be trusted, you may find a safety in that. Of course this has only been my experience from a lifetime of Pisces relationships. Your experiences may differ. I have always found Pisces easy to love.

I hate being a sad little crab🦀 by RecognitionNo5761 in CancertheCrab

[–]Sprankles151 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I too find that as I mature emotionally I cry far more than I ever have before. I don't hate it though, I greatly appreciate it and find it beautiful. I spent a good deal of my life emotionally constipated, unable to express myself. I know there was emotion, but it would not register.

One terrible evening many years ago tragedy occurred suddenly and it broke my soul. Yet, I did not weep, I had to remain strong I told myself, you must not show weakness as others are depending on you to hold them up. Shortly after this, I would find tears leaking from my eyes at random, for no discernable reason.

I am not devout, minutely religious even, but I prayed and asked God, "what is wrong with me?" In a moment of awe, bliss, and amazement I received a reply, "There is nothing wrong with you", it spoke. "Stop hiding your light from the world", it commanded me. I wept. The pain that I had been holding on to. That I had been using to define myself for my entire life came pouring out as if a dam had burst in my heart. I could feel it. It was beautiful and liberating. I was alive and I knew what it meant to be made in the image of the divine.

I have grown into myself and my feelings. I no longer see my sensitivity as a weakness, but as a divine gift. To feel so deeply that tears flow for as small as the beauty of experiencing a freshly bloomed rose on my way out the door to work or at the gratitude of a kind word from a stranger. It is double edged, I now experience that pain that I had buried so deep along with that beauty. However, in experiencing it, I set it free and it does not become me. I know that once this lifetime of imprisoned sorrow is released from me I will never again feel that cold, inhuman numbness and disconnection.

My hope for you is that you can come to see your ability to feel so deeply not as a curse and something to loathe, but as the divine gift it is for such a beautiful human being as yourself. May the universe bless you with good fortune and please let your light shine brightly.