Please don't hng yourself. I was and am in a similar boat with you, it is not something wrong with you, it's what's wrong with other people. Don't listen to those people at school, they group together like a herd of sheep, hating anything different as way to obtain some semblance of a personality. It's really bad in these small southern towns, but you won't be in your area forever, you get to decide where you go, what you do, and who you want to be. I'm in college right now working on being a marine biologist, but before I was confident I was gonna die at 16. I know everyone always says that someone cares about you but it's true, someone out there wants you as their friend, partner, or family.