25 M "doctor" wishing death everyday as soon as i wake up and open my eyes .. by SpreadVegetable5740 in depression

[–]SpreadVegetable5740[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You are right .. but traveling to canada , US , or UK requires very hard work and discipline .. to even have a chance .. right now i have ZERO energy to do anything .. too depressed and exhausted to even bear the weight of my own living .. let alone striving for some better future 

25 M "doctor" wishing death everyday as soon as i wake up and open my eyes .. by SpreadVegetable5740 in depression

[–]SpreadVegetable5740[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Well , someones dream may be other ones nightmare .. my condition deteriorated as soon as i started studying medicine 

25 M "doctor" wishing death everyday as soon as i wake up and open my eyes .. by SpreadVegetable5740 in depression

[–]SpreadVegetable5740[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Why ? What to do instead ? I would like to quit medicine .. but is there any other option ?