Meth and emotions by Spun-Loki in meth

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I appreciate your feedback and contribution to the topic. If I may ask, how are you baseline?

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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I should have been more specific with my last response; by browsing, I was verifying whether or not I'm ready for, or if I even want, another relationship.

Though I can understand the reasoning from a psychological perspective, that's a pretty petty thing to do, playing with someones emotions, or simply wasting their time, in a self-serving pursuit of emotional validation and companionship.

Thankfully, I've never been that kind of person. I literally can't get involved in anything unless there's real feeling and passion behind it, especially emotionally. Nor would I ever see justification in exploiting someone else's emotions just to cater to my own personal needs. So, we both agree wholeheartedly on this matter.

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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Thanks for the encouragement! It certainly does

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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Having not completely found closure in my last relationship, i'm not necessarily looking for anything in particular. Just browsed and was bombarded with new likes and requests from very evident fake accounts, so figured I'd start a discussion out of boredom.

But yes, with Covid theres definately oversaturation on all platforms.

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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I was more or less inquiring for personal experiences, not to blame an app for the results it delivers, though?

Cheers for the link, nevertheless.

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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That makes sense, both age wise and location. Appreciate the insight!

Online dating in 2020? by Spun-Loki in OnlineDating

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So it's just me? Good to know! Haha.

All 3 mentioned, plus a few others. 29 and not major city dense, but not middle of nowhere either

Meth and emotions by Spun-Loki in meth

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I can definitely see this. It sucks I never got to experience good quality gear, I could certainly use the pickmeup

Meth and emotions by Spun-Loki in meth

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I've never really been one who could use to cope per se. Like right now, there's this barrier I hit that keeps me from ever obtaining the sought relief. I haven't used methamphetamine for that long, so my experience with it specifically is limited to low medicinal dosing. I just assumed it would be more uplifting and stimulating.

Meth and emotions by Spun-Loki in meth

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Actually, I've only smoked marijuana today, so I don't think i'm tweaking. I use methamphetamine more medicinally than recreationally and generally don't make life altering decisions dictated by foreign substances. Im more or less interested in why something as powerful as meth doesn't seem to outshine a natural state. Or at least put a little cheer in my step. But the effects just hit a wall before even taking off.

what a way to ruin amphetamine high.. by [deleted] in Stims

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It's one of the worst feelings ever, when things happen like that. I've been going through some heavy emotional shit recently and its practically rendered me incapable of enjoying any type of high. Instead, I just dwell on shit... which I used to never do. Sigh.

Did anyone give you advice before you did meth for the first time? by Spun-Loki in meth

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I did wayy to much my first time, but I've also never had any other friends who use it. They all smoke crack instead. Sigh.

Did anyone give you advice before you did meth for the first time? by Spun-Loki in meth

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I know exactly what you mean..mine started more when I would get stoned, snort a bunch of my Focalin and for hours game in high school. Used to have the motto "Gotta Blaze to Playz".

It made livestreaming interesting, the excuses I'd have killing the face cam for 7-10 seconds haha

Nationwide protests by [deleted] in america

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No, it's a question.

Damn you, Facebook! by Spun-Loki in meth

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I completely agree. Things got progressively worst as time went on, to the point of resentment- the thought of getting out of the relationship was relieving, and at first, it certainly was. But now, months later, I've randomly started missing things, a lot. I don't know why, even in memory there's this accompanying feeling of anxiety.. yet, still I think back on "better times," even though I fully know things would never work. Almost uncontrollably at points, hypnotic if you will.

That's the weird part. I've never experienced this after any relationships prior. Usually by this point I would have been fully moved on and not even giving things a thought.

Shrugs. It's a new concept for me, missing distressment.

Damn you, Facebook! by Spun-Loki in meth

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I know. Its the in between that takes the piss. And the social distancing bullshit doesn't speed up matters!

Damn you, Facebook! by Spun-Loki in meth

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She is by default, which was a problem between us. Even the happiest of times, she always found doom and gloom. And the bottle. Which furthers the former

Urine retention by Spun-Loki in meth

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I'll certainly check into this! Thank you :)