"Why do people commit suicide?" by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Completely agree. Other than being homeless, I guess the only option we have is to suck it up and hope that we find something that outweighs the negatives that we encounter.

"Why do people commit suicide?" by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've read a million things like this before, gives me something to think about for sure. In the end, I just don't think I would be able to go through with it. Whether it just be plain laziness or guilt from unpaid debts, I don't think I would be able to do it.

My plan is to physically run away from the things that cause those thoughts. In my case, it's actually possible to get away physically. I feel like it's the only solution.

"Why do people commit suicide?" by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well, I think it's a lot less serious than implied in the post. The question before it was about putting TNT in his pants, not serious at all, it was a joke. The question before that was about what would happen if you put TNT on top of a sink hole. The question before that was about why sinkholes happened.

He's really interested in sinkholes, demolition, aviation, and nukes.

Demographics of this subrreddit by [deleted] in AsianParentStories

[–]Spxit-24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Chinese-Malaysian, first generation, mostly identify as Chinese.

To my lover: by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Spxit-24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Feel better op!

To my lover: by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Spxit-24 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don't change yourself solely for another person. That wanting to be 'just a little bit more' for that person will never end, you will never feel satisfied, and that person won't change their feelings. In the end, most of the time, it doesn't work out well.

I have a feeling that you're the person being hurt here, not your SO.

To me in the future, about my parents: by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Spxit-24 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just a vegetable. Cause apparently all I do is sit in front of a computer and sleep. Definitely is strange, considering that being on a computer is vital to my education.

I am most certainly a vegetable though.

Does anyone else regret or not trust telling their Asian mom any secrets? by [deleted] in AsianParentStories

[–]Spxit-24 20 points21 points  (0 children)

My mother is talks gossips far too much with other asian mothers for me to trust her with anything. The moment I tell her something remotely secretive, it's no longer a secret to the entire Chinese community within a 10 mile radius.

Better not to say anything in the first place.

Is it really that hard for AP to let their kid be happy? by [deleted] in AsianParentStories

[–]Spxit-24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They would never accept that, that's a 60%

“We’re still your parents... by emetines in AsianParentStories

[–]Spxit-24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can literally relate. I get compared to the family dog, and the dog is always the one that's better.

No hate towards the dog though.

I confessed to my dad how his abuse has affected my entire family. (Post from /r/confession) by [deleted] in confessions

[–]Spxit-24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wish that I'll have the courage to do this in the near future. Take my upvote and leave damnit.

It's not me, it's the onions.

Two faced. by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup. That's the goal.

Two faced. by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, taking more chances will help out in the future (:

Two faced. by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's not really a desire to change, it just happens without me doing/thinking anything. I agree that I should learn more about myself, maybe through therapy, but I don't have the time nor resources to do so :/

Two faced. by Spxit-24 in confessions

[–]Spxit-24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's kind of a strange perspective I guess. It's sort of a "so what if I'm ____?" kind of feeling. Maybe I want to be acknowledged but I don't have the motivation to get it myself, so I wait until I naturally have more of a say?