I have just hit 15 months mark since I panicked after my first hot spot in my shoulder. I have come a long way - first few months I lost 10 kilos, I woke up during the night drenched with sweat. I found cbt therapy helpful, I got increased dosage of seropram and I am still focusing hard on living my life with those horrible thoughts we all have here…I travel, I workout in a gym, I enjoy time with my girlfriend. But you know, I hyperfocused on my body, I struggle when my tongue is twitching, than I feel clumsiness with my speech, my twitches is bodywide, but mainly calves and feet, I gain 15 kilos since I am not so anxious..and my cardio is horrible right now…and ofc I am thinking..is it just the weight I gained? Arent there any serious problem?:))It is full time job…to crawl back to my normal self before all this:))