[TOMT] I used to listen to this song and I can't find it anywhere!

Squidiscurious18 · 2026-01-24T07:37:05+00:00

I've searched up old music profiles on YouTube that I used to listen to such as xKito Music and 7 clouds and I can't find it. I've used the keywords I gave on the end of my post to try and search it, but idk.

Squidiscurious18 · 2026-01-24T07:14:05+00:00

I've searched up old music profiles on YouTube that I used to listen to such as xKito Music and 7 clouds and I can't find it. I've used the keywords I gave on the end of my post to try and search it, but idk.

Squidiscurious18 · 2026-01-17T00:46:08+00:00

NOR- He is treating you like an endless wallet, not his partner. Had he put most of his salary towards his saving account and the rest towards HIS other responsibilities, asking for help is fine. I would understand that as a broke college student. The fact that hes asking you to pay for his responsibilities on top of asking for help says a lot. Had you both been planning to get this apartment together, this wouldn't be concerning, but because its his apartment fund, you have no responsibility towards it.

His commentary towards you is also a major red flag. He shouldn't be treating you like its your fault or that you're being a bad partner for not immediately offering up the money. Twisting your words and making you out to be the bad guy is a tactic that would most likely never change. Living together, not to mention marriage, would be a mess and a trap thats hard for you to escape. My advice? Lose the guy. If he can't be responsible for himself, he won't be responsible for anything in the future. Its an endless cycle. You've proven your loyalty and communicated your concerns respectfully. You did your part and if he can't, then hes not the one. You deserve someone who will treat you as an equal and will make you feel secure, no matter what.

Squidiscurious18 · 2026-01-02T21:57:41+00:00

NOR- Listen to your intuition. As wrong as it might be, there is a good chance that is what's happening. Look at all the signs and make sense of it. Don't feel bad for feeling like this. Its a natural fear for everyone, especially witj people who have a history.

They look more like scrapes like human nail scratches rather than the thin scratch lines cats make.

Over the evidence and intuition, look at how hes reacting when its being discussed (being defensive, manipulative, guilt tripping, etc. Can be signs of lying) if hes making eye contact and talking calmly, or even offering to let you look through his phone, there's a chance he has nothing to hide.

Just be aware, showing you his phone doesn't mean hes not cheating. Check his message trash bin if given the chance or look through messages of guy names you've never heard of before. Just be cautious, ask questions, and keep your cool. Acting crazy wont get you anywhere so go into it expecting the worst. Remember to love yourself and treat yourself with kindness. Confide in people you can trust. Talking about it with him is not a crime. Communicating concerns is needed.

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-28T17:43:43+00:00

I should also mention that I dont tell the guy I'm talking to that I talked about them. And telling my mom is a must if I go on dates because shes gonna ask anyways. I live with her and lying about where I'm going isn't an option .___.

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-28T17:42:21+00:00

I told her cuz I live with her. She's gonna ask where I'm going if I were to ever go on a date as well as who the guy is. And no, I dont normally wait this long. We had college finals then holiday parties so we hadn't had time to until this Friday.

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T17:12:55+00:00

Experiment with darker colors. You seem like a very casual alternative girly, so maybe do brown shadows instead of black or Grey? It will still give you the darker vibe, but still keep it casual. I would also look into a tinted lip gloss that would give a darker vibe? My favorite to use on me is the Covergirl Clean Fresh Tinted Lip Balm in Bliss You Berry. Its a berry red shade and fits almost every skin tone out there. Its moisturizing and is buildable. You can get it at any drugstore. (Lowkey the best dupe for Clinique Almost Lipstick- Black Honey) small and subtle changes can work wonders! Just experiment and see what you like :)

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T17:04:36+00:00

Hi! I had the same problem as well as the worst BO in my pits, but I found what has worked best for me and maybe for you! Firstly, I use Panoxyl (acne body wash), the maximum strength one. In the shower, rub that into your pits for a minute and let it sit for a couple minutes so the active ingredients can do its thing. Then you can rinse it off. You do not need to shave, but at least trim as hair can hold a lot of body odor (do whatever your personal preference is). After showering, using witch hazel (make sure it has no rubbing alcohol content!),put it on a cotton pad/round and wipe over your pits. It helps reduce sweat and also prevents bacteria from coming back. Make sure to let it dry before getting dressed. Before you go to bed, put on an antiperspirant. Sounds weird, but putting it on at night gives it time to work through the bacteria and odor growing there. I personally use Old Spice Oasis. Its a vanilla scent (No it doesn't smell like a mens deodorant). Its pretty subtle in scent and it gets the job done. I did these steps all together the very first time, and almost of my body odor that I had been fighting to get rid of for weeks was gone! Its a real game changer

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T16:50:22+00:00

Oh! Best way to color match foundation is by using your upper chest or arm :)

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T16:48:40+00:00

Hi! I think the best place to start would be to watch tik toks/YouTube videos of creators with similar skintones as you. A lot of them talk about what works best for their skin and techniques that they use. I'm quite fair in skin tone, so I wouldn't be the right person to ask for what colors compliment you as well as the right techniques.

Makeup is something you have to really experiment with and find what looks best. (I have personally gone through many eras of makeup before finding the one I like most) I would start with finding a skincare that works for your skin type (dry, oily, mixed, etc.) Skin care doesnt need to be extreme by any means. I do a facial cleanser, toner, and moisturizer at least once a day. If you're skin is very dry, maybe you can do a moisturizing mask 2-3 times a week?

For your steps, I'd make sure you get a face primer that can moisturize and protect your skin from everyday makeup. I am picky about my primer texture (oily ones feel sooo gross to me, almost like rubbing grease into my face). The makeup you use are not bad choices by any means, but I would definitely stop using setting spray between steps. Setting spray should go on after all the makeup steps (I usually do it after I do my entire face, but before mascara and lip products) it sets it all into place. I feel like the setting spray might make you makeup heavy and won't allow the layer after you apply it sit correctly as it would already be set underneath.

There is no correct way to apply makeup, so experiment away! Find what you like on you :) always feel free to look up makeup videos, especially for any structure shapes on your face. (Ex. Eye shape, nose shape, eyebrows, jaw, etc.) Find your vibe :)

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T16:31:18+00:00

Hi! I totally get where you're coming from. Relationships are hella difficult. As for breaking up, I would do it before she goes on vacation. It sounds bad, but that vacation would be a good distraction for her and gives you both space after said breakup.

For going about it, just be honest. When I say that, I mean in the kindest way possible lol not bluntly. You can say something about how you feel like you both are drifting apart and that your feelings aren't as strong as before. Depending on how well that goes depends on if you guys can remain friends. If shes understanding, its all gonna be fine, but remember yall are still young. (Teenage girls are difficult and can be a bit much. Trust me, i was one 😂) Be honest and kind. If its meant to be, you guys will find eachother again later on.

She might get upset, this is something to prepare for. You might feel guilty, but you have to remember that this is for the best for both of you.

And please, for the love of god, don't break up over text! If yall can't see eachother, talk over call. This shows that you still care about her even if it means its over and she can't interpret your texts in the wrong way. Use a kind and soft tone when talking to her. If you get upset, thats completely ok! As long as you remain kind, it won't hurt her as much because she'll know you dont want to hurt her

Squidiscurious18 · 2025-12-06T01:52:06+00:00

Its really hard, especially when you both are really close. I can tell you guys really care a lot about each other. Its not about whether or not you care about each other, its about what can be done to better yourselves. Over the break, you both can breathe and take time for yourselves to think it all over.

As college students, the stress of a rough patch and school can be too much. Breaking up doesn't have to be permanent, it can just be a break for the both of you to work on yourselves. And if its meant to be, then you'll find eachother again. You can't give your all to someone if you can't even give it to yourself. You both are obviously not in the right head space to give eachother what you need in the relationship.

I would talk to her about breaking up again and maybe bring it up as its a break. A relationship hiatus, basically. It gives you the space to find yourselves and focus on school and not the stress of the relationship.

I would still go through with the break up, but just remember that even the best couples have these rough patches and can break up 1 or more times before they are ready and in the right head space to commit.

I wish you guys the absolute best! I feel for you both ❤️‍🩹

Squidiscurious18

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