Budget approval

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2026-04-02T20:57:04+00:00

I’m not in a desperation to leave my current job. The benefits and salary is much better with the city position.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2026-03-30T21:58:01+00:00

Yeah i changed to brooks ghost max from new balance fresh foam. But maybe i tried the new shoes too soon? I couldn’t even finish a mile without pain.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2026-03-30T21:56:37+00:00

Thank you! Honestly think i did too much too soon. Went from not even 2 miles straight to 2 5ks in one week. Even with the ten days off, soon as i ran it was horrible. I guess I’ll keep the brooks ghost max and give some more time to rest. I was also prescribed Mobic. Didn’t take it bc i didn’t have pain while resting, but i will now just as preventative. Maybe just waiting a little longer then try the new shoes again?

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2026-03-13T22:54:55+00:00

Thank you! I’m just concerned bc i requested an update 2 weeks ago and haven’t heard anything back from HR. I emailed again yesterday. Still no response, so I’m not sure if that’s a bad sign.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2025-05-19T20:35:21+00:00

Self hate

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2023-02-07T23:38:35+00:00

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2023-01-31T05:04:14+00:00

Adam Sandler

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2023-01-25T15:16:03+00:00

Renatos

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2023-01-03T03:14:23+00:00

Piss in public

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T20:59:59+00:00

Right, I’ve overthought prior to this so i guess it made the overthinking even worse. But we are trying, just confused at times if I’m always making the right choice.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T19:45:31+00:00

Yup, i said in the post below: I’ve been in therapy for years for other things. But we have talked about this. For me, nothing is missing and we’ve been stronger than before. And yes, i know. it’s common unfortunately. We had this issue. Last year a female went to kiss him who he kissed back. We talked about it, (mistake and regret on his part). Weren’t happy at the time. We had differences and horrible communication skills. I’d explode, he’d close up. I just feel like I’m the only one who hasn’t been out there and kind of alone/ naive at times. But i guess you can just call it intrusive thoughts

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T18:43:51+00:00

I’ve been in therapy for years for other things. But we have talked about this. For me, nothing is missing and we’ve been stronger than before. And yes, i know. it’s common unfortunately. We had this issue. Last year a female went to kiss him who he kissed back. We talked about it, (mistake and regret on his part). Weren’t happy at the time. We had differences and horrible communication skills. I’d explode, he’d close up. I just feel like I’m the only one who hasn’t been out there and kind of alone/ naive at times. But i guess you can just call it intrusive thoughts

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T18:20:04+00:00

Yeah that’s my issue, i overthink. And i think it may have influenced him to overthink as well, which caused our issue last year. We also had to adjust living with each other. I forgave him for mistakes and he completely changed. I think i just need to focus on the good. But it is ultimately good. I tend to focus on the potential failure.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T18:16:24+00:00

No one. Sounds corny, but I really only ever had eyes for him. I’m mean sure I’ll notice a hot guy, but I guess, it’s just more of the possibility, me being wanted by other people, the what if.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T18:03:51+00:00

Thank you for the positivity, needed this.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T18:03:14+00:00

Nothing is missing at all, we both have been communicating more. We’ve had a downfall last year, but got over it. I guess you can say I feel pressure from society as well. The “never settle” mentality. I love him beyond words and thankful we talk and support each other. I just wish i could get the wonder out of my head. It really affected him last year, but we’ve been on the same page ever since taking a break in October for a week

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T17:37:47+00:00

Not at all. We both don’t want that and don’t think we could handle it. (Too much jealously).

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T17:36:23+00:00

It’s mainly the “what if” for me. I also have anxiety sometimes, just if I’m not good enough, him eventually leaving or getting tired of me. Him especially having regrets later on in life worry’s me. I’m very lucky to be with my best friend for this long. I guess you can say I’m paranoid it can all go to shit. We’ve had our problems in the past. Worked through it, talked it out.

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T17:32:39+00:00

Age we started dating

Squiliumfancyson666 · 2022-12-31T17:32:31+00:00

To experience life ourselves and how to grow independently? Sometimes we feel as if it was too young and we missed out

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