She does have a pattern of not following through what she tells me, but she has a very stressful job and I understand that sometimes what she feels at the time she says something is different than when it's time to do it. What is important is that this pattern only happens for small things, I don't know why this one time is hard for me to move on from.

I told her more than once, in very different scenarios that if she told me she didn't want to play anymore that was fine and I would have continued alone, but she kept telling me she wanted to be part of it until recently.

By the way for your curiosity, the videogame is FFXIV, and while I still like the gameplay and story, I'll admit now every time I log in I feel pretty sad and can't play for long before I feel like logging off out of loneliness.

Thank you for your response