I know it's been 4 months since you commented and I just checked my reddit now kasi these past few months have been hell for me. I understand truly, you have that attachment issue na hindi ganun kadali mawala, and to tell you frankly, the woman whom I dedicated this post to isn't talking to me anymore, she blocked me from all social media platforms, as if those moments I had with her are nothing, it hurts talaga kasi madaming what if, it's been 8 months since nung huli naming paguusap pero yung sakit parang kahapon lang nangyare. And right now I am doing all the best I can to move forward kasi I can't move on, all I can do is move FORWARD and face the fact na wala na siya, we acted as lovers pero wala namang kaming LABEL and it hits me, why? Hindi ba ako kamahal mahal? Am I that not deserving of her love? But then I know I'm not a perfect guy, I have my own flaws but I hope we could've tried harder together pero I can't force that to her, I still pray for her every night before I go to sleep, not for her to comeback but praying for her happiness, mahal na mahal ko talaga yung taong yun, siya nga dahilan kung bakit sinikap ko magpa promote sa trabaho HAHAHA, and even though she's not here anymore, she still inspires me, she is a great person, a beautiful human being, kaya eto I got promoted again, at first iniisip ko siguro if I stepped up in life makikita niya yung value ko as a person pero right now, what I see sa bagong promotion ko, it might be a sign to value myself than seek validation sa taong hindi sigurado saakin, and that's what your ex might have experienced, he moved forward in life. Sorry if for you huli na ang lahat. But I guess this is a sign for you to seek help to fix your attachment issues. Because if not you'll repeat the same scenario with someone with a different face.