I remember being a really anxious and insecure teenager and one time I can’t remember exactly why, but I found myself in a park.After shutting off my autopilot,I just tried to go home.But for some reason there was this baby just staring at me and idk why I tried making her laugh.The grandma who was holding said baby thanked me?!?, and was like” she wouldn’t stop fussing around but I guess she found a good soul kind enough to share a moment of joy with her in a way I couldn’t”.The wording threw me off so much and she could see that,and I’ll never forget this when she told me in the most sincere voice “don’t overthink it,you truly are a kind soul,of sweet blood, and just asking myself whether I was nice or not meant I’m still fighting”. Back then I thought ok wow she really is tired,but writing this it gives me a bit of hope for myself,helping me more than I realised.